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Chapters (72)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. II
  6. III
  7. IV
  8. V
  9. VI
  10. VII
  11. VIII
  12. IX
  13. X
  14. XI
  15. XII
  16. XIII
  17. XIV
  18. XV
  19. XVI
  20. XVII
  21. XVIII
  22. XIX
  23. XX
  24. XXI
  25. XXII
  26. XXIII
  27. XXIV
  28. XXV
  29. XXVI
  30. XXVII
  31. XXVIII
  32. XXIX
  33. XXX
  34. XXXI
  35. XXXII
  36. XXXIII
  37. XXXII
  38. XXXI
  39. XXX
  40. XXIX
  41. XXVIII
  42. XXVII
  43. XXVI
  44. XXV
  45. XXIV
  46. XXIII
  47. XXII
  48. XXI
  49. XX
  50. XIX
  51. XVIII
  52. XVII
  53. XVI
  54. XV
  55. XIV
  56. XIII
  57. XII
  58. XI
  59. X
  60. IX
  61. VIII
  62. VII
  63. VI
  64. V
  65. IV
  66. III
  67. II
  68. I
  69. ∞
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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He stood for a minute, examining the book. And he wondered why Ava was so afraid. Then he opened his backpack and put the book inside.

IV

Stay away from me.

What a lovely thing to say.

I should have thanked Jack. He tried to help me. He picked up my book. I should have thanked him. But you have to understand. I knew who Jack was. I knew as soon as Luke said his name.

Jack Dahl.

How’s your daddy, Jack? How’s he doin’?

Jack was Leland Dahl’s son.

Leland Dahl, who robbed a pawnshop with my father and went to prison. Leland Dahl, who knew where the money was.

In the bathroom, I washed my hands. I washed them once, scrubbed. Washed again. Then I went into a stall and locked the door. Breath flinching and jittering through me. Thoughts striking in quick, sharp jabs.

Jack Dahl is dangerous.

Stay away from him.

Stay far away.

As far as you can.

I have said a little about my father. His name is Victor Bardem. I do not call him Father. I was ten when he robbed Lucky Pawn. It was a Tuesday in August. He came home real late in the night with a man I’d never seen. I should have been asleep, but we didn’t have air-conditioning and I was hot. My nightgown stuck to my skin even without the blankets on. At the time we lived in a trailer outside of Rigby. Mom was gone by then.

Here is what happened.

Bardem shuts off the Land Rover’s engine and gets out. He stands in front of the trailer, looking at it. A pale outline of aluminum siding. The moon a slit in the sky. The other man gets out on the passenger side. He wears a mustache that hangs down over the sides of his mouth, and there’s a tattoo on his arm of a pair of hands clasped in prayer. He carries a shotgun with the end sawed off. He looks at Bardem and waits.

Bardem stands there, studying the trailer. Dim windows. Nothing moves inside. The light fixture above the door casts a glare over the front porch.

“You figure he got out with the money?” the other man says.

“Yes. I do.”

“You figure he stashed the briefcase somewhere?”

Bardem smiles in a distracted sort of way. He walks across the dirt to the porch and sits in a green plastic lawn chair. Casual. Relaxed. He watches the man.

Silence.

The man spits on the raw dirt. Sweat beads his forehead. No air moving. He limps to the porch and leans against the rail. He holds the shotgun in one hand, the barrel pointing to the ground. A dark blot stains the left thigh of his jeans. He nods toward the trailer. “You got a bandage in there?”

Bardem doesn’t seem to hear. He cocks his head toward the trailer as if listening for something.