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Chapters (72)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. II
  6. III
  7. IV
  8. V
  9. VI
  10. VII
  11. VIII
  12. IX
  13. X
  14. XI
  15. XII
  16. XIII
  17. XIV
  18. XV
  19. XVI
  20. XVII
  21. XVIII
  22. XIX
  23. XX
  24. XXI
  25. XXII
  26. XXIII
  27. XXIV
  28. XXV
  29. XXVI
  30. XXVII
  31. XXVIII
  32. XXIX
  33. XXX
  34. XXXI
  35. XXXII
  36. XXXIII
  37. XXXII
  38. XXXI
  39. XXX
  40. XXIX
  41. XXVIII
  42. XXVII
  43. XXVI
  44. XXV
  45. XXIV
  46. XXIII
  47. XXII
  48. XXI
  49. XX
  50. XIX
  51. XVIII
  52. XVII
  53. XVI
  54. XV
  55. XIV
  56. XIII
  57. XII
  58. XI
  59. X
  60. IX
  61. VIII
  62. VII
  63. VI
  64. V
  65. IV
  66. III
  67. II
  68. I
  69. ∞
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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She crouches and pulls the knife from her boot and straightens and raises it over Bardem and stabs down. He has already fired the rifle, and he swings around to face her with the handle of the knife sticking out of the left side of his neck. He looks into her eyes. Saying nothing. Making not a sound, he drags the knife from his neck. The blade glistens. She turns and sets off at a run into the woods. Away from Bardem, away from the cabin. Away from Matty and from Jack.

Her mind, as she runs, is almost quiet. Almost calm.

X

I run.

I know he’ll follow.

I tear across the snow into a stand of dark trees and crash through branches and out onto open ground and cross into more woods on the other side. The deep furrows. I look toward the cabin, but I can see nothing. If I run he’ll come for me. He won’t go to the cabin for Matty, and he won’t go for Jack. If they’re alive, there’s a chance for them. At a higher ridge I fall to the ground and swing my chin up over the snow to see.

And I am right. He follows.

IX

Jack shoved and heaved against the hatch, but it didn’t budge. The pitiful light. Something heavy there, blocking it. He listened, holding Matty with difficulty. Ache of his shoulder. Beneath him, the stairs were moving. He could hear nothing. Where is Ava, where is she? He sat Matty on the wooden step and tried to put the hammer in his hand. “Take it,” he whispered. “Take it.”

Matty shook his head. He was about to fall over.

Jack heard the sound of the rifle report as if through several feet of water. He put his arm around Matty and held him. “Don’t be afraid,” he said. “I have to go look for something to help us open the door. I’ll come back. Do you understand? If the hatch opens, you swing the hammer and hit him. Do it hard. Do you understand? You can’t hesitate.”

Matty didn’t answer.

Jack shone the phone on Matty. His ashen face. “Okay. It’s okay. We’ll go together.”

He put the hammer in his belt and descended the stairs, holding Matty. The cellar was walled with stone. The phone was beginning to dim, and he pushed the button again. He could see nothing but the aluminum box. Rasp of air. The cold. He bent and coughed, rage filling his chest. There is nothing. There is nothing. She’s okay, he thought. She’s okay.

She’s okay.

He started toward the steps, holding out the light. Leaning against the wall in a corner was a spade. He shifted Matty on his hip and grabbed the spade by the handle and headed up the steps. Matty unmoving, quiet as a stone.