Back What Beauty There Is
Chapters (72)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. II
  6. III
  7. IV
  8. V
  9. VI
  10. VII
  11. VIII
  12. IX
  13. X
  14. XI
  15. XII
  16. XIII
  17. XIV
  18. XV
  19. XVI
  20. XVII
  21. XVIII
  22. XIX
  23. XX
  24. XXI
  25. XXII
  26. XXIII
  27. XXIV
  28. XXV
  29. XXVI
  30. XXVII
  31. XXVIII
  32. XXIX
  33. XXX
  34. XXXI
  35. XXXII
  36. XXXIII
  37. XXXII
  38. XXXI
  39. XXX
  40. XXIX
  41. XXVIII
  42. XXVII
  43. XXVI
  44. XXV
  45. XXIV
  46. XXIII
  47. XXII
  48. XXI
  49. XX
  50. XIX
  51. XVIII
  52. XVII
  53. XVI
  54. XV
  55. XIV
  56. XIII
  57. XII
  58. XI
  59. X
  60. IX
  61. VIII
  62. VII
  63. VI
  64. V
  65. IV
  66. III
  67. II
  68. I
  69. ∞
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  72. Newsletter Sign-up

A quilt from the sleeper sofa was lumped up against the wall under the kitchen table. Jack squatted and pulled the blanket back and saw a golden crown of hair. Then Matty looked up at him, his eyes big. Jack pulled him close. He held him and wrapped the quilt around him. “It’s okay,” he said. “It’s okay. You’re okay. I’m here.”

Matty clung to him. He spoke not at all. After a while, he stopped shivering.

In the living room, he carried Matty to the stove and crouched on the cold floor, holding him. “I’m going to start a fire. I’ll be right here, where you can see me.” Matty wouldn’t let go at first, but then he did. Jack rose and scrunched newspaper and put it in the stove’s belly and formed a hut of good birch kindling over the paper. He lit a match. When the dry wood caught flame, he settled a big log on top and blew the fire bright. Flames lit up the walls and ceiling in flickering orange. He kept looking at Matty. Matty never took his eyes off Jack.

Jack went to the door and locked it.

With his teeth chattering, he dragged the sleeper sofa mattress in front of the stove and piled up blankets and pillows on top, making a cocoon to catch the fire’s heat. He came around and picked Matty up and nestled him in the blankets. “I’m gonna get some food,” he said. “Okay?”

Matty nodded.

He carried the flashlight to the cupboards and found three candles and lit them and placed them here and there on the counter. In the pantry, he got a can of beans and a can of peaches. From the high cupboard above the fridge came Mom’s two best china bowls, the ones with the little flowers around the rim. Special-occasion stuff, passed down to her by Grandma Jensen. From the drawer he gathered two spoons and a can opener. He sat across from Matty, who studied his every move from within the den of blankets. With the can opener he nipped the peaches lid and turned the knob and poured the peaches into the bowls. He opened the peaches before the beans because Matty liked them best. The can of beans he put in the fire.