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Chapters (72)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. II
  6. III
  7. IV
  8. V
  9. VI
  10. VII
  11. VIII
  12. IX
  13. X
  14. XI
  15. XII
  16. XIII
  17. XIV
  18. XV
  19. XVI
  20. XVII
  21. XVIII
  22. XIX
  23. XX
  24. XXI
  25. XXII
  26. XXIII
  27. XXIV
  28. XXV
  29. XXVI
  30. XXVII
  31. XXVIII
  32. XXIX
  33. XXX
  34. XXXI
  35. XXXII
  36. XXXIII
  37. XXXII
  38. XXXI
  39. XXX
  40. XXIX
  41. XXVIII
  42. XXVII
  43. XXVI
  44. XXV
  45. XXIV
  46. XXIII
  47. XXII
  48. XXI
  49. XX
  50. XIX
  51. XVIII
  52. XVII
  53. XVI
  54. XV
  55. XIV
  56. XIII
  57. XII
  58. XI
  59. X
  60. IX
  61. VIII
  62. VII
  63. VI
  64. V
  65. IV
  66. III
  67. II
  68. I
  69. ∞
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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The owner quit scrubbing and stood up straighter. He frowned and inspected Jack. Squinting under white eyebrows. “Well. Come on over and let me look at you.”

Jack held the old man’s gaze and went to the counter and knew he could not mess this up. No matter what. “I can do whatever you need. Sweep, dust, stock shelves. Anything. I’m real reliable too.”

“How old are you?”

“Eighteen.” A lie, but it was only off a year.

“Ever had a job?”

“No, sir. But I’d work hard. I swear I would.”

“I expect hard work.”

“Yessir. I’d work hard for you.”

“You’d be liftin’ heavy boxes.”

“I don’t mind. I can lift whatever you need.”

“I don’t take any back talk. None.”

“No, sir.”

The old owner grimaced and looked out the window at the snow. His yellow fingernails tapped the worn marble counter. His beak nose twitched. “Pay’s seven an hour. Off the books. It’s all I’ll do.”

Jack didn’t breathe. “That’s fine.”

Behind the counter a cuckoo clock on the wall chimed six times. The owner scratched his chin. His buried eyes scrutinized Jack, sharp as a crow’s. “Well. You might fit the bill.” He nodded and held out a hand to shake, though his scowling face didn’t change. “Deal.”

Jack blinked. Everything blurred a little. The owner’s whiskered face. The marble counter and the cuckoo clock. Far down in him, where the constant worry paced, he hadn’t thought this would really happen. Finding work. Money was always on his mind. That and food. Work meant money for meals, bills, a new pair of shoes for Matty. Remember this, he thought. Don’t ever forget.

He shook the owner’s hand.

“What’s your name?” the owner asked.

“Jack, sir. Jack Dahl.”

The old man’s fingers slackened. His face twisted to juts and angles. He might have been in pain. “Dahl.”

Jack didn’t move. His insides went tipping sideways, tipping and breaking apart. A sudden feeling of loss thwacked like a mallet against the underside of his ribs—

“You Leland Dahl’s boy?”

Jack just stood there, numbness seeping through him.

The owner yanked back his hand as though bitten. His eyes dug into Jack and went inside to raw, open places. “You are, ain’t ya?”

Jack tried talking but his voice wouldn’t work. On the wall, a mounted deer head watched him.

“I know you.” The owner spat the words. He’d started quivering all over, and Jack thought he might fall. “I know your family.”

The owner shook his head. “I know you.”

“Please. I need this.”

“Get out of my store.”

“I’m not like him.”

“Boy. Your daddy’s a meth dealer and a felon. Your ma’s a drug addict slut. Why would anybody trust you?”