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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

“Bienvenidos todos,” he says. “I am so pleased to present the elite dance team of Tango Fortunado. This is their first time showing off the new choreography that they’ll be performing at the Festival of Dance in Rosario next month. For those who don’t know me, I am Gianluca Fortunado, owner of Tango Fortunado. We have classes Monday through Friday, including drop-in classes each Friday followed by the best student milonga in Buenos Aires. Now, please welcome my dancers.” As he speaks, people wander over—pulled in by that voice—and by the time he makes way for the dancers, a decent-size crowd has formed.

The performance, though shaky in a few sections, is impressive overall. Cali’s partner is the tall blonde I saw her dancing zouk with at the social. Each pair of partners are good physical complements to one another, and the four couples dance in near-perfect synchronization and, halfway through, each lead dramatically releases his partner to the man next to them, repeating this every few bars until everyone is back with their original partner. Then, suddenly, all the couples break loose and two men dance with each other in the center in a way that looks like a highly choreographed knife fight. Then, two of the women do the same. The gender bending seems to surprise and delight the crowd. It’s all over too quickly.

The dancers come our way when they’ve finished, and I notice that the crowd parts for them seamlessly. I’m struck by the expressions of the onlookers; the awed stares remind me of my old life, the way the performers become the focal point and the watchers become the background. Gemma introduces everyone almost too quickly for me to follow: Cali I know; her partner is Anders from Norway, Rodrigo and Valentina from Buenos Aires, Ada from Germany, Mateo from Brazil, Beau from France, and Sandra from Shanghai by way of London.

“And, everyone, this is Liz. She’s new.”

Cali comes over, kisses my cheeks, and pulls up a chair between Gemma and me.

“Nice job, Cali.”

She scrunches her face. “Thanks, but I completely fucked up my dip. Luckily, Anders compensated for me.” I smile. This too feels familiar; I was never satisfied with anything but perfection.

“How was your lesson with G?” she asks. Had I told her about that?

“Oh,” I say, “great. Intense, but he’s a good teacher.”

“Ohhhh, you’re taking private lessons with Gianluca. You minx, you’re blushing!” Gemma says, laughing.

“Am not.” I am, of course.

Cali smiles knowingly. “It’s fine. Everyone has a crush on him at first.”

“Gemma, I’m going,” Edward says. “See you all tonight.”

“Boo,” Gemma says as Edward leans in and kisses her lightly on the lips. “I hope you’ve a better showing tonight, Edward.”

He nods and waves at the rest of us.

“He okay?” Cali asks.