Back We Came Here to Forget
Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

“Hello, darling, are you enjoying yourself? It’s Liz, right? You’ll have to forgive me, I’m just terrible with names.” She clutches my forearm, in affection or maybe just to remain upright. “Better with faces.”

I smile. “It’s fine. Me too,” I lie. I’m good with names. I’ve just realized that I want to be friends with this woman. “What’s going on?” I ask.

“It’s time for the dancing to begin!” she says with a mischievous grin.

“Everyone’s been doing a pretty good imitation,” I say.

She waves a hand. “Amateur hour. Gianluca is going to dance for us now,” she explains.

Sure enough, on the makeshift dance floor that’s emerged stands a man—is he thirty? Fifty?—and his beautiful young partner. Both have sparkling dark eyes and glossy black hair, fair skin, like many Argentines. This man is the cause of all the fuss? I can’t decide if he’s ugly or handsome. As he makes a series of movements to ready himself for the dance—his partner settling into his arms, her eyes shining and her face intent—he rapidly switches between one and the other: he is slender and wiry, a little taller than me maybe, with dramatic cheekbones and a long Roman nose. I decide he’s more compelling than handsome. So unlike my golden boys, Luke and Blair. Luke with his thick sandy brown curls, his irreverent, crooked smile, and Blair’s surfer boy locks, his blue eyes, his star quarterback smile. I’m convinced people thought I was better-looking because of my constant proximity to them.

The song begins and Gianluca holds his partner in a close embrace. There is a loaded moment where tension builds, and somehow the two of them there, scarcely moving, is breathtakingly intimate. Then they begin in a kind of walk across the floor, so deeply synchronized with each other that they almost appear to be one body. The drunken crowd is captivated into silence. A few bars in, the two of them up the drama, the space between them widening as she goes into a series of intricate patterns, swooping her long legs in tight figure eights and looping them around Gianluca’s waist. He spins her and pulls her in, pushes her away. It’s like watching a couple fight, or make love, or both, but more elegantly than any couple has ever done either of those things. The crowd murmurs exaltations—exploding into applause at the final move. When the song finishes, Gianluca and his partner are immediately swarmed with partygoers trying to get to them. The two gamely lead a few people through some moves.

“So that’s the mysterious Gianluca?” I ask Gemma, trying not to sound as impressed as I feel.

Gemma laughs, and now Edward is with us again as well. I was so wrapped up in watching the dance, I didn’t notice him.