Chapters (50)
- Cover
- Dedication
- September 2008
- Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
- Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
- Penny on Christmas
- Liz Is an Expat
- Penny Has a Boyfriend
- Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
- Penny’s Hair
- Liz Learns Tango
- Penny’s Back Hurts
- Liz after Dark
- Penny Finds God
- Liz Is a Tiger
- Penny Is a Good Big Sister
- Liz with Her Eyes Closed
- Penny Knows All about Love
- Liz Is New Here
- Penny Is Having a Baby
- Liz Is Losing It
- Penny Is in Love for Real
- Liz Came Here to Forget
- Penny Is Getting Married!
- Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
- Penny Is Going to Be Fine
- Liz Is Not Your Little Project
- Penny Has a Daughter
- Liz at High Tea
- Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
- Liz Says Yes
- Penny Is Not a Criminal
- Liz Is in It Now
- Idaho Journal Sentinel
- Liz Crosses the River
- The After
- Liz Wants the Truth
- Where Has Penny Gone?
- Liz at the End of the World
- Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
- Liz Is Ready to Talk
- Liz Has More to Lose
- Liz Can Explain
- Liz Is Not Liz
- Liz Gets the Full Story
- Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Copyright
I emerge from the Subte at Saint John and am hit with a jolt of recognition. Blair and I spent a lazy afternoon walking through the neighborhood’s famous Sunday market, looking at the antiques and eating gelato in a café off the Plaza Dorrego. My eyes whirl around, looking for the café as though, if I find the right one, Blair might be sitting there waiting for me. But as quickly as it comes on, the feeling of recognition vanishes, and I’m returned to the excruciating present, alone.
San Telmo feels more contained than Palermo, with its converted warehouse and wide avenues, its fancy locked-down buildings with security guards posted outside. The Plaza Dorrego is shaded by leafy trees and dotted with intricate iron lampposts and café tables where people drink beer in the afternoon sunshine. The streets off the plaza are narrow, and as I make my way to the apartment, I’m mesmerized by the faded, crumbling grandeur of the villas lining the streets.
The building is just south of the plaza, and the landlord—a sixtysomething woman with a warm smile—meets me outside the entrance and leads me through wrought iron gates into a courtyard off of which are the entrances to the individual apartments.
“It’s beautiful,” I say, taking in the charming courtyard with its clutches of squat palms and monkey puzzle trees, the bougainvillea climbing in all directions. A faded fresco lines the walls, worn down in some places to the brick beneath it. A cherubic face, hauntingly disembodied, gazes heavenward.
“It has quite a history. It used to be the home of the Del Potro family, all of this,” she says, gesturing to indicate the entire villa. “Just one family. But they fled north with all the other rich families in 1870 during the yellow fever epidemic. After that, it became a conventillo with dozens of families. It’s been renovated since then, por supuesto.” She smiles.
The building is grand, but the apartment is tiny. A studio with a half kitchen and a narrow rickety-looking shower. Nonetheless, I immediately imagine myself here, a place with a story. And the rent is dirt cheap. I could stay a long time on my savings. I love the idea of a space relinquished by the rich to the teaming immigrant masses and now, so many years later, to me.
“I’ll take it.”
That evening, I’m sorry to leave colorful San Telmo to return to my pristine apartment in Palermo Soho for my last few days there.