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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

By the time we get back to Belgrano, despite Edward’s pleas to her to drop it and Anders’s increasing and obvious discomfort, Gemma is so shaken by seeing Lucy that she seems unable to let it go. Cali loses her patience before I do.

“Do you guys want us to leave? Because this is getting really awkward, so maybe Liz and I should go. Unless someone would like to explain to us what, in the general hell, is going on?”

Anders and Edward look expectantly at Gemma, as if to say: your call, throw your friends out or tell them the truth. Gemma turns to us and I can see her attempting to recover her sparkle a bit.

“Well, girls, as you’re aware no one really knows I’m here, other than our darling Edward. But the thing is, Lucy runs in the same circles as my ex, Thomas, and so now we’ve got a bit of a problem on our hands.”

“Why does it matter if Thomas knows where you are?” Cali asks. “I mean, it’s none of his business, is it? He’s your ex.”

“Well, the divorce isn’t . . . completely final.”

Gemma buries her face in her hands.

“What does that mean, Gemma?” Anders asks.

My brain struggles to track this new information: the reason Gemma is hesitating about Anders is because she’s still married to someone else.

“Did you know?” Anders takes a menacing step toward Edward.

“Of course not,” Edward spits out. “Gemma! Dear god. Do you realize what you’ve done? He could take the girls away, permanently!”

Now both men are standing to one side of her and Gemma has collapsed into the Eames chaise by Edward’s fireplace, prostrate, with her sobbing face buried in her forearms on the armrest.

The girls. Of course. There was Lucy’s mention of them and the strange moment in the courtyard, Mummy misses you and loves you very much. I realize I’ve known it for a while: Gemma didn’t only leave behind a maybe-not-so-ex-husband—she left behind her kids.

“So how old are they?” I ask. “Your kids?” My voice, as I hear it, sounds eerily calm. For a moment, there’s a hush, and Gemma lifts her head and meets my eyes.

“Eight and six,” she says. “My angels. My whole world!”

“Wait, wait, wait,” Cali says, catching up now, not having the benefit of having heard the phone call, which it occurs to me now, Gemma lied about so swiftly, so seamlessly. “You left your kids?”

“I didn’t leave them, for god’s sake.” Gemma’s on the defense now. “I’m going back. I just need some time. You don’t know what it’s like! Thomas’s family and mine, they’re just going to think I’m some selfish harlot. I needed a moment to breathe, to strategize.”

“You lied to us,” Anders says.