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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

“What happened with him?”

He sighs. “It’s complicated. We never had much in common. To be honest, it always felt strange that he was my brother. And then I discovered that, in fact, he wasn’t.”

“One of you was adopted?”

G let out a bitter laugh. “In a manner of speaking.”

“What does that mean?” I find I’m suddenly desperate to know just one true thing about him. Something that isn’t legend and rumor and bluster.

G shakes his head and the subtle movement away from me begins: next, he’ll roll onto his side and then with alarming efficiency and speed, he’ll be dressed and gone.

“G, tell me.” My voice is more insistent than I mean it to be.

He laughs ruefully, kisses my forehead in a way that means goodbye. “You don’t want to know, Tiger, just trust me.”

“I do want to know.” His back is to me. His feet hit the floor, and he grabs his pants. I clutch his shoulder and he turns to me, looking annoyed. He smiles as he stands up, but it isn’t a kind smile. He puts his hands on his hips, still shirtless.

“You’re like a little girl right now.”

“Fuck you, G,” I mutter, curling my knees to my chest. “Like it’s so wrong to want to know you a little bit.”

“You want to know me?” he says, crouching down and glaring at me until I have no choice but to look him in the eye. “Ha, okay, Liz, okay. Go ahead, ask whatever you want.”

“When you first met Edward in Saint-Tropez, the woman on the boat, her husband . . . were you really only trying to protect her?”

He gives me a look that makes my blood run cold. “This is a very boring question, try again.” In not answering the question, he has. I know him well enough by now to know that if he were really the hero of this story, he’d have answered me.

“Fine,” I say. “What’s the deal with your family? I’m assuming that you’re not really the illegitimate son of Juan Perón.”

He steps back and looks at me appraisingly, as though deciding whether I am worthy of knowing.

“When I was twenty-three, an old woman showed up at my door saying she was my grandmother. I didn’t believe her until she showed me pictures of my parents—who were only a little older than I was when she lost them—I was the spitting image of my father, there was no question.”

I’d read stories like this. Some of the women who marched in the Plaza de Mayo were grandmothers searching for grandchildren who were lost to them when their adult children were disappeared. Just as with my own parents, the sacred link between generations had been brutally severed.