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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

“Ah.”

“How did you find out?” I finally ask.

“I knew the night I met you. I Googled it to confirm, but I was fairly certain. My ex followed the story obsessively. She was heartbroken for your family. For you, in particular. She and her own sister are inseparable.”

I nod, taking this in. “I don’t really know what to say.”

“I’m not trying to put you on the spot. I won’t say anything. But for what it’s worth, I don’t think anyone would judge you, if that’s what you’re worried about.”

I laugh, but it’s heavy as a stone. “Well, that was definitely not my experience back home.” As the shock of Edward’s revelation recedes, I realize it’s a relief that someone knows.

Edward shrugs. “Maybe, but it’s different here. Everyone came here for a reason. Everyone’s life is a mess back home.”

“Not quite like mine though.”

“Well no,” he acknowledges, “and I’m not trying to minimize what’s happened to you. I just thought an outside perspective might be helpful.”

“It is,” I say. “I’m not ready to talk about it. But thank you. For not saying anything.”

He shrugs. “It’s not my story to tell, Liz.”

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We have a wine-soaked lunch in Colonia’s Plaza de Mayo.

“God,” Gemma says. “I could eat a fucking horse. I’m a monster when I’m on the rag.”

“Gemma.” Edward rolls his eyes.

“Oh I’m sorry, darling, does my healthy, functioning female body offend you? Don’t be prissy.”

I laugh and it occurs to me that I can’t remember when I last got my own period. Before the past year it was like clockwork, but the stress has made my cycle erratic. I guess it still hasn’t gone back to normal yet.

We take a languorous walk around the small, picturesque city. We stroll through the artisanal market and Gemma buys up an armful of leather goods. We buy ice cream at the edge of a park where children are running around and people are walking dogs of all sizes.

If Cali hadn’t seen him, we might have missed him altogether. He could have so easily disappeared into the idyllic tableau of the park on a sunny Saturday.