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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

Calle Roja at any other time would look like an ordinary, slightly shabby Argentine café. The floorboards are smooth with wear, and the photographs on the wall are aged and yellow with cigar smoke. But at this moment, with the tables piled high and haphazard in the corner and the chairs pushed to the edges to create a dance floor, it’s like something from an old film. The lighting is low, with giant candelabras blazing from the corners. The dancers are expert: there are some oldies who look like they’ve been at it for a century mixed in with young, impossibly sleek-looking couples who move with the precision and barely constrained drama of professionals. I spot several team members locked in with one another.

“There’s G,” Cali says, and I look to where he’s standing in the corner, talking to a rotund older man. The sleeves of his shirt are rolled to his elbows, he has a glass of Fernet in his hand, a day’s worth of scruff on his chin, and a smile on his face. My stomach lurches with a mix of desire and humiliation. Cali pulls me along.

“Ah good, you brought Liz,” he says. He kisses Cali’s cheek and then puts his arm around my neck in a proprietary way. I stiffen at his touch, but it makes him pull me closer.

“Oh,” says the old-timer, “qué bonitas. Young ladies, I must insist that you dance with me this evening.”

“You don’t want to say no,” G says exuberantly. “Horatio was practically there at the invention of tango.”

“It’s my bar, so I get to dance with the most beautiful women first. Droit du seigneur,” says Horatio. “Also, I have to show cocky young bailadors like Gianluca how it’s done, it’s a service.”

“Well that’s the first time anyone has called me young in a while, Viejo, but I’ll take it. You know”—Gianluca leans in, and I can smell the anise of the Fernet, feel the heat of his breath— “Horatio started this milonga when the junta was in power and tango was forbidden. He has an outlaw soul.”

The song ends and the next one begins. Horatio extends a hand to Cali, which she delightedly accepts.

“We’ll dance in a bit, Tiger,” he says, leaning back against the bar top on his elbows. “What’s your poison?”

“What’s on offer?”

He glances over his shoulder. “Looks like Malbec and Fernet.”

“Malbec.”

He nods, pours me a paper cup, and hands it to me; as he does he studies me. I’m avoiding eye contact.

“You’re not mad at me, are you?”

“Of course not,” I say too quickly.

“Oh,” he says, putting down his glass and looping his arms around my shoulders. “You are. I’ve hurt your feelings. Cariño! I forget how sensitive Americans are.”