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Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

“Since I’ve met you, you’ve been on the defensive, and tonight, for the first time, you were different.” He takes his hand away from my leg, and I wish he wouldn’t.

“I’m not defensive,” I say, sounding defensive. “I’m just private. What’s wrong with that? I know putting the intimate details of your life on Facebook or whatever is all the rage right now, so pardon me.”

“Is that what you think I do?” He’s amused.

“Well, no, not you, just . . . people,” I say. What I want to say is women, women are expected to be vulnerable. When men are tough, we call them masculine, and when they’re vulnerable we practically throw them a fucking parade. But women are just expected to go around with our hearts hanging out like it’s the natural way of things.

“Can I tell you the real meaning of your nickname?”

I feel the blood draining from my face. I shrug, as if to say, you can’t hurt me, even though it’s clear to both of us that he can.

“It was this image that came to mind the first time I danced with you. I thought: this big, strong, beautiful girl will tear you to shreds if you try to get too close to her.”

I nod slowly. Am I insulted by this or kind of impressed with myself? I can’t decide. A tiger sounds like someone who could protect herself.

“And what was I tonight, a kitten?”

“No, Liz,” he says, “tonight you were a woman.”

I want to blow it off, but how can I? Tonight was the first time I have felt human in so long.

“And what about you?” I say, letting myself smile. “What animal are you?”

He laughs. “I don’t know, an aging stallion?”

“You still strut like a prize stud.”

“The important thing is that I still have my balls, Liz. I haven’t let the world make a gelding of me.”

“Have a thing for horses then?” I say.

He shrugs. “I grew up around them,” he says. “My father owned an estancia in Chascomús.”

I wouldn’t have pegged him as having grown up a rich kid. But the estancias, as least as I understand them, are fancy, like the vast ranches in Montana or Wyoming not far from where I grew up. This is definitely true of the ones that are as close to Buenos Aires as Chascomús.

“You know I’ve heard some pretty colorful stories about you,” I say.

“I’m sure. Do tell.”