Back We Came Here to Forget
Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. September 2008
  4. Penny’s Rabbit Is Sick
  5. Liz Sullivan Is Out of Here
  6. Penny on Christmas
  7. Liz Is an Expat
  8. Penny Has a Boyfriend
  9. Liz Meets the Madman of Belgrano
  10. Penny’s Hair
  11. Liz Learns Tango
  12. Penny’s Back Hurts
  13. Liz after Dark
  14. Penny Finds God
  15. Liz Is a Tiger
  16. Penny Is a Good Big Sister
  17. Liz with Her Eyes Closed
  18. Penny Knows All about Love
  19. Liz Is New Here
  20. Penny Is Having a Baby
  21. Liz Is Losing It
  22. Penny Is in Love for Real
  23. Liz Came Here to Forget
  24. Penny Is Getting Married!
  25. Liz Finds a Wonder Drug
  26. Penny Is Going to Be Fine
  27. Liz Is Not Your Little Project
  28. Penny Has a Daughter
  29. Liz at High Tea
  30. Penny Is the Best Mom in the World
  31. Liz Says Yes
  32. Penny Is Not a Criminal
  33. Liz Is in It Now
  34. Idaho Journal Sentinel
  35. Liz Crosses the River
  36. The After
  37. Liz Wants the Truth
  38. Where Has Penny Gone?
  39. Liz at the End of the World
  40. Penny’s Sister Takes the Stand
  41. Liz Is Ready to Talk
  42. Liz Has More to Lose
  43. Liz Can Explain
  44. Liz Is Not Liz
  45. Liz Gets the Full Story
  46. Katie Cleary Is Out of Here
  47. Epilogue
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About the Author
  50. Copyright

“Naturally. Anyway, there’s some kind of confrontation on one of the upper decks involving the three of them. No one knows for sure what happened but the count ends up plummeting over the railing to his death four flights below. Of course, Gianluca is completely innocent in the version the countess tells, he’s only protecting her, and she’s backed up by the staff, who adored her and loathed the count. I don’t think her niece, Edward’s ex, ever believed the story, but it’s so like Edward to fall for someone like G. My darling Edward, he grew up everywhere and nowhere, so he always feels a kinship for wanderers. Wouldn’t be the first time it’s gotten him into trouble.”

“And has it? Gotten him into trouble, I mean.”

“Depends on what you believe, I suppose. All I know is Edward came back here with a new ‘investment,’ a new friend, and a rather unbelievable story about Gianluca’s heroics on the high seas. In their version, Gianluca stepped in to protect the countess when her husband tried to attack her.”

I raise my eyebrows at her. “You don’t believe it?”

“I’ve been here for a few months. He’s not the only one with a conveniently heroic origin myth. Come on,” she says, taking my arm, “let’s go in.”

I squeeze in on the couch next to Cali and she kisses me hello, lets her long leg drape over mine. “Where’s Angelina tonight?” I ask.

“Oh god,” she says. “Those two are a hot mess. Don’t get G started. He’ll either be ranting or crying.”

“Crying?” I’m surprised.

“Oh, you don’t know the half.”

When Gianluca comes back in, it quickly becomes his party again. He commandeers the music and asks me to dance a tango with him.

I can’t help the hope from burbling up through the cracks of my heart. Angelina gone, and I’m his first dance of the night. Tonight, I feel more perfectly in sync with him than I ever have; I’m dropped into my body in a way that’s so sharp it’s almost painful, in that it reminds me how numb I’ve otherwise become. When the song ends and Gianluca steps away, it feels like someone has shoved me out into the cold.

I’m not alone for long though. Everyone asks me to dance after that. No one is exactly like him, but his team members are created in his image. He taught them to dance, certainly, but it’s also as though he taught them how to feel and touch, as though they’ve all become his proxies. Cali’s partner, the Norwegian whose name eludes me at the moment, even teaches me some zouk.