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  1. Ruth Jones
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. Part One
  6. 1
  7. Catrin
  8. 2
  9. Judith
  10. 3
  11. Lana
  12. 4
  13. Judith
  14. 5
  15. Lana
  16. 6
  17. Catrin
  18. 7
  19. Lana
  20. 8
  21. Judith
  22. 9
  23. Catrin
  24. 10
  25. Lana
  26. 11
  27. Judith
  28. 12
  29. Catrin
  30. 13
  31. Lana
  32. 14
  33. Catrin
  34. 15
  35. Judith
  36. 16
  37. Lana
  38. 17
  39. Catrin
  40. 18
  41. Lana
  42. 19
  43. Catrin
  44. 20
  45. Judith
  46. 21
  47. George
  48. 22
  49. Lana
  50. 23
  51. Catrin
  52. 24
  53. Gareth
  54. 25
  55. Catrin
  56. 26
  57. Judith
  58. 27
  59. Gareth
  60. 28
  61. Judith
  62. 29
  63. Lana
  64. 30
  65. Catrin
  66. 31
  67. Lana
  68. Part Two
  69. 32
  70. Catrin
  71. 33
  72. Judith
  73. 34
  74. Lana
  75. 35
  76. Catrin
  77. 36
  78. Judith
  79. 37
  80. Gareth
  81. 38
  82. Judith
  83. 39
  84. Lana
  85. 40
  86. Judith
  87. 41
  88. Catrin
  89. 42
  90. Lana
  91. Part Three
  92. 43
  93. Lana
  94. 44
  95. Catrin
  96. 45
  97. Judith
  98. 46
  99. Catrin
  100. 47
  101. Judith
  102. 48
  103. Solomon
  104. 49
  105. Lana
  106. 50
  107. Judith
  108. 51
  109. Catrin
  110. 52
  111. Judith
  112. 53
  113. Catrin
  114. 54
  115. Judith
  116. 55
  117. Gareth
  118. 56
  119. Lana
  120. 57
  121. Catrin
  122. 58
  123. Judith
  124. 59
  125. Lana
  126. 60
  127. Patricia
  128. 61
  129. Lana and Judith
  130. 62
  131. Catrin-Kelly-Judith- Harris-Lana-Lloyd
  132. Epilogue
  133. Song credits
  134. Acknowledgements
  135. Us Three A Reading Group Guide
  136. Ruth Jones Q & A
  137. prologue
  138. 2022
  139. 1
  140. grace
  141. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

On the previous morning, as she’d packed her bag in readiness for the sleepovers, Gareth had teased her about her new boyfriend. ‘I just didn’t realize you and him were, y’know …’

‘We’re not.’

‘Yet …?’ He grinned.

Judith zipped up her bag and looked at her watch. ‘Anyway, I better get on, still got a few presents to wrap … I’ve left yours under the tree,’ she said. ‘It’s nothing special.’ And she wasn’t lying. What should she buy the boyfriend of her best friend, who she wouldn’t normally buy anything for, but felt obliged to because they’d both been unexpectedly thrown together as flatmates? She’d settled for socks. And a king-size Toblerone.

‘Got me anything nice then, Judi-moo?’ It was an innocent, playful remark, but it stopped her in her tracks.

‘What d’you call me?’ she stammered.

‘Judi-moo …’ His smile faltered. ‘Sorry, I was only messin’ …’

‘No, it’s fine. It’s just that’s what my dad used to call me.’

‘Never! Great minds, eh?!’ he replied, trying to make light. ‘You must’ve told me that sometime, I suppose.’

‘No. No, I didn’t.’ And she smiled. ‘But it’s fine. I don’t mind.’

‘Here y’go!’ he said, disturbing her reverie and handing her a large, badly wrapped box. ‘You may as well open it now. Save you carrying it round everywhere.’

She stood gawping, completely blindsided.

‘Go on then, you fool!’ he said with a grin.

She did as she was told, ripping off the cheap paper, getting ready to laugh at some daft present he’d bought her.

Except the gift inside was far from daft.

‘It’s secondhand, but it’s a good one. And the guy said any problems you can take it back and he’ll sort it.’

Judith was lost for words. She opened up the box, removed the polystyrene packing and gently lifted out the contents: an Olympus OM10 camera, cold and weighty in her hands, accompanied by a proper leather case and strap.

‘There’s a couple of films in there too. Get you started.’

Judith kept looking down. She knew if she looked up, or if she spoke, she would cry. The camera was beautiful. But that’s not what touched her, not even the generosity of such a gift – despite it being secondhand, it would not have been cheap. No, it was the thoughtfulness that had gone into choosing it – thinking about something that she would have loved.

A little thrown by Judith’s lack of response, Gareth carried on, ‘Lana mentioned you used to take photos. But your camera got nicked on a ferry or something?’

Judith nodded. It was all she could manage, focusing all her energy on handling the camera in her hands, feeling its heft and textures and the craftsmanship that had gone into this small yet substantial apparatus. But no matter how hard she blinked, she couldn’t hold back the tears.

‘It’s from Lana too, by the way,’ he added, unaware that she was crying. ‘Not that she’s seen it, just said she’d go halves, like – Hey! You all right, mate?’