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Contents (141)
  1. Ruth Jones
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. Part One
  6. 1
  7. Catrin
  8. 2
  9. Judith
  10. 3
  11. Lana
  12. 4
  13. Judith
  14. 5
  15. Lana
  16. 6
  17. Catrin
  18. 7
  19. Lana
  20. 8
  21. Judith
  22. 9
  23. Catrin
  24. 10
  25. Lana
  26. 11
  27. Judith
  28. 12
  29. Catrin
  30. 13
  31. Lana
  32. 14
  33. Catrin
  34. 15
  35. Judith
  36. 16
  37. Lana
  38. 17
  39. Catrin
  40. 18
  41. Lana
  42. 19
  43. Catrin
  44. 20
  45. Judith
  46. 21
  47. George
  48. 22
  49. Lana
  50. 23
  51. Catrin
  52. 24
  53. Gareth
  54. 25
  55. Catrin
  56. 26
  57. Judith
  58. 27
  59. Gareth
  60. 28
  61. Judith
  62. 29
  63. Lana
  64. 30
  65. Catrin
  66. 31
  67. Lana
  68. Part Two
  69. 32
  70. Catrin
  71. 33
  72. Judith
  73. 34
  74. Lana
  75. 35
  76. Catrin
  77. 36
  78. Judith
  79. 37
  80. Gareth
  81. 38
  82. Judith
  83. 39
  84. Lana
  85. 40
  86. Judith
  87. 41
  88. Catrin
  89. 42
  90. Lana
  91. Part Three
  92. 43
  93. Lana
  94. 44
  95. Catrin
  96. 45
  97. Judith
  98. 46
  99. Catrin
  100. 47
  101. Judith
  102. 48
  103. Solomon
  104. 49
  105. Lana
  106. 50
  107. Judith
  108. 51
  109. Catrin
  110. 52
  111. Judith
  112. 53
  113. Catrin
  114. 54
  115. Judith
  116. 55
  117. Gareth
  118. 56
  119. Lana
  120. 57
  121. Catrin
  122. 58
  123. Judith
  124. 59
  125. Lana
  126. 60
  127. Patricia
  128. 61
  129. Lana and Judith
  130. 62
  131. Catrin-Kelly-Judith- Harris-Lana-Lloyd
  132. Epilogue
  133. Song credits
  134. Acknowledgements
  135. Us Three A Reading Group Guide
  136. Ruth Jones Q & A
  137. prologue
  138. 2022
  139. 1
  140. grace
  141. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

During the two days before the funeral, Catrin helped out around the house – mainly with childcare, looking after Danoulla’s baby boy Haris, who was only a couple of months older than Romy. He had a similar serene nature to Romy and it made Catrin miss her even more. But it also made her appreciate her even more, Gareth’s words ringing clear in her head.

Despite the sorrow in the house, there was also an overwhelming air of celebration, a coming-together, perhaps precipitated by the hysteria of bereavement. Judith leant heavily on Catrin for support during those forty-eight hours, often choosing her company over anyone else’s, including Jack, who’d grieved openly with his Cypriot family and found the process very healing.

‘It’s much healthier, Mum,’ he’d told her. ‘Get it out of your system an’ all that.’

‘Each to their own, Jack,’ Judith had replied. And Cat could see him gently back away from his mother, letting her stay safe in her own space.

The funeral was at midday, in the little church in Kakopetria, the same church where George and Cleoniki had been married nearly eighteen years previously. Catrin walked with Judith and the rest of the family in a cortège behind the coffin, the glorious sunshine attempting to cheer their souls en route. Processing along the little road to the church, they were accompanied by the solemn toll of its bell. Outside, some mourners were waiting, their heads bowed and silent; inside, the church was packed and bursting with sorrow.

Although she couldn’t understand the language of the service, Catrin found the beautiful sounds of the Ancient Greek strangely comforting and mesmeric. As part of the ceremony, they were invited to approach and kiss the coffin and the icon held next to it by the priest. Catrin could see that Judith kept her father’s backgammon dice in her hand, turning them incessantly and seeking comfort from the hard edges of the small cubes.

At the conclusion of the service, the family lined up to receive condolences from the mourners. Judith grabbed Catrin’s hand and asked her to stand with her.

‘But I’m not family, Jude!’ Cat whispered urgently.

‘I don’t care,’ Jude said, her voice shaking. ‘I need you with me.’

Not wishing to upset her further, but feeling like a cuckoo in the nest, Catrin compromised by standing just behind her, not wanting to displace Jack or Gareth and certainly not wanting to step on the toes of Cleo or Sofia and the rest of the family. The mourners streamed past, shedding more tears, kissing cheeks, offering sympathy and openly, unashamedly weeping. Judith smiled back politely with stateswoman-like dignity and elegance.

And then it happened.

Confusion and shock, as if in slow motion, began to replace the dignity and elegance. It took several seconds for Judith to process the sight before her, to compute what was happening, and when she did, she stood there in utter disbelief.

Lana.

Wearing an expensive dress. Crying. And holding out her arms, inviting embrace and offering condolence.