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  1. Ruth Jones
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. Part One
  6. 1
  7. Catrin
  8. 2
  9. Judith
  10. 3
  11. Lana
  12. 4
  13. Judith
  14. 5
  15. Lana
  16. 6
  17. Catrin
  18. 7
  19. Lana
  20. 8
  21. Judith
  22. 9
  23. Catrin
  24. 10
  25. Lana
  26. 11
  27. Judith
  28. 12
  29. Catrin
  30. 13
  31. Lana
  32. 14
  33. Catrin
  34. 15
  35. Judith
  36. 16
  37. Lana
  38. 17
  39. Catrin
  40. 18
  41. Lana
  42. 19
  43. Catrin
  44. 20
  45. Judith
  46. 21
  47. George
  48. 22
  49. Lana
  50. 23
  51. Catrin
  52. 24
  53. Gareth
  54. 25
  55. Catrin
  56. 26
  57. Judith
  58. 27
  59. Gareth
  60. 28
  61. Judith
  62. 29
  63. Lana
  64. 30
  65. Catrin
  66. 31
  67. Lana
  68. Part Two
  69. 32
  70. Catrin
  71. 33
  72. Judith
  73. 34
  74. Lana
  75. 35
  76. Catrin
  77. 36
  78. Judith
  79. 37
  80. Gareth
  81. 38
  82. Judith
  83. 39
  84. Lana
  85. 40
  86. Judith
  87. 41
  88. Catrin
  89. 42
  90. Lana
  91. Part Three
  92. 43
  93. Lana
  94. 44
  95. Catrin
  96. 45
  97. Judith
  98. 46
  99. Catrin
  100. 47
  101. Judith
  102. 48
  103. Solomon
  104. 49
  105. Lana
  106. 50
  107. Judith
  108. 51
  109. Catrin
  110. 52
  111. Judith
  112. 53
  113. Catrin
  114. 54
  115. Judith
  116. 55
  117. Gareth
  118. 56
  119. Lana
  120. 57
  121. Catrin
  122. 58
  123. Judith
  124. 59
  125. Lana
  126. 60
  127. Patricia
  128. 61
  129. Lana and Judith
  130. 62
  131. Catrin-Kelly-Judith- Harris-Lana-Lloyd
  132. Epilogue
  133. Song credits
  134. Acknowledgements
  135. Us Three A Reading Group Guide
  136. Ruth Jones Q & A
  137. prologue
  138. 2022
  139. 1
  140. grace
  141. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Patricia ignored him, preening herself as she continued, ‘You thought you could stand in my way, did you? That you could dictate to me what I can and can’t do?’

‘No, that’s blatantly not true.’

‘Don’t lie to me, you little rat.’

‘Let’s go, Jude,’ said Gareth, who refused to let his wife be bullied by his vicious mother-in-law. This was not a solvable situation.

As they reached the door, Adrian said, ‘Oh, there’s one more thing we wanted to tell you.’ He looked at Patricia, who picked up his cue.

‘Yes,’ she said, with a malevolent smile Judith hadn’t witnessed in many years. ‘I wanted to show you this.’ And with that, she unclasped her hands, and thrust the left one triumphantly at her daughter, displaying a cheap solitaire ring on her fourth finger, which was too tight and dug into the flesh.

‘Jesus,’ whispered Gareth.

‘Patricia and I are getting married,’ said Adrian, jutting out his jaw in defiance.

‘Next May!’ added Patricia. ‘So stick that in your pipe.’

55

Gareth

He’d brought an elegant festive wreath with him today, comprising holly and mistletoe and ivy and fir. With Christmas just two days away now, the magnolia shivered in the frost-tinted sunshine, its unformed buds a twinkle in the eye of its silent branches.

After brushing away a few stray leaves and winter twigs, Gareth laid the arrangement upon the tiny grave before taking out his little whisky flask and drinking a generous, body-warming mouthful. Several rows away from where he stood lay Solomon’s grave, and even from this distance he could see it was still bedecked in floral tributes. It’d been six months now and Gareth missed him far more than he could have ever imagined.

When he’d arrived, he’d seen a woman reading Sol’s headstone, wearing big sunglasses but wrapped up warm against the biting wind that even the bright sunshine failed to counter. They’d not acknowledged each other, though in fairness they were too far apart to make eye contact, and he was glad of this. Over the years he’d learned that there was a strange respect afforded to fellow mourners attending graves in the same vicinity; if he did ever pass anyone, he usually just nodded, a tacit registering of mutual sorrow. Rarely did anyone make conversation in the cemetery. It felt vulgar somehow.

Gareth took another gulp of whisky, glad of its warmth and cheer.

‘So your grandmother is up to her old tricks again, Georgie.’ He’d never told Judith about his secret name for their little girl – Georgie – because it felt like cheating, developing a fatherly nickname for a baby he’d only known for a day. ‘I’ve just left your mother now at your Aunty Catrin’s, telling her all about it. We’ve had lawyers and social workers and doctors and all sorts involved, it’s been a right pain in the neck, I tell you. And now she’s gone and got engaged! To a thirty-six-year-old! She really is a piece of work, that woman. Your grandmother, that is, not your mother.’ He smiled. ‘I think Cat likes to hear all the details – gives her something else to focus on, I guess. She’s a lot better than she was. Time’s a healer an’ all that.’