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Contents (141)
  1. Ruth Jones
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. Part One
  6. 1
  7. Catrin
  8. 2
  9. Judith
  10. 3
  11. Lana
  12. 4
  13. Judith
  14. 5
  15. Lana
  16. 6
  17. Catrin
  18. 7
  19. Lana
  20. 8
  21. Judith
  22. 9
  23. Catrin
  24. 10
  25. Lana
  26. 11
  27. Judith
  28. 12
  29. Catrin
  30. 13
  31. Lana
  32. 14
  33. Catrin
  34. 15
  35. Judith
  36. 16
  37. Lana
  38. 17
  39. Catrin
  40. 18
  41. Lana
  42. 19
  43. Catrin
  44. 20
  45. Judith
  46. 21
  47. George
  48. 22
  49. Lana
  50. 23
  51. Catrin
  52. 24
  53. Gareth
  54. 25
  55. Catrin
  56. 26
  57. Judith
  58. 27
  59. Gareth
  60. 28
  61. Judith
  62. 29
  63. Lana
  64. 30
  65. Catrin
  66. 31
  67. Lana
  68. Part Two
  69. 32
  70. Catrin
  71. 33
  72. Judith
  73. 34
  74. Lana
  75. 35
  76. Catrin
  77. 36
  78. Judith
  79. 37
  80. Gareth
  81. 38
  82. Judith
  83. 39
  84. Lana
  85. 40
  86. Judith
  87. 41
  88. Catrin
  89. 42
  90. Lana
  91. Part Three
  92. 43
  93. Lana
  94. 44
  95. Catrin
  96. 45
  97. Judith
  98. 46
  99. Catrin
  100. 47
  101. Judith
  102. 48
  103. Solomon
  104. 49
  105. Lana
  106. 50
  107. Judith
  108. 51
  109. Catrin
  110. 52
  111. Judith
  112. 53
  113. Catrin
  114. 54
  115. Judith
  116. 55
  117. Gareth
  118. 56
  119. Lana
  120. 57
  121. Catrin
  122. 58
  123. Judith
  124. 59
  125. Lana
  126. 60
  127. Patricia
  128. 61
  129. Lana and Judith
  130. 62
  131. Catrin-Kelly-Judith- Harris-Lana-Lloyd
  132. Epilogue
  133. Song credits
  134. Acknowledgements
  135. Us Three A Reading Group Guide
  136. Ruth Jones Q & A
  137. prologue
  138. 2022
  139. 1
  140. grace
  141. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

And so when the time had come for them to move in, Lana and her mum and dad had all fussed around her, unpacking, restacking, rejuvenating, enlivening – whilst she stood still, and let them construct this new nest, this fresh start, this home in which Sol had never drawn breath.

She’d asked for a brand-new single bed in her room. A bed that boasted no memory of her dead husband, a soft fabric and feather-filled oblong used solely for sleeping, perfunctory, functional. And on the evening they’d finally moved in, she sat on the brand-new Solomon-free settee, and watched her mother unpack a box of photos and ornaments and knick-knacks that had been carefully packed by the removal men, finding places for them on the soulless, sterile bookshelves, in her soulless, sterile new home.

And it was maybe the eighth, the ninth item that Liz took out of the box which sent the jolt through her body, the shock, the sharp awakening. She watched as her mother carefully peeled back the protective layers of newspaper to reveal a small gift, wrapped in gold paper, with the words Happy Anniversary, my darling husband written on an accompanying tag.

Liz stared at it. ‘Oh my God, Catrin!’ she whispered.

Lana, who was sitting on the draining board of the kitchen sink, smoking out of the window because it was too cold to go outside, said, ‘What? What is it?’

Liz hesitated.

‘D’you want me to throw it away, sweetheart?’ she whispered.

‘No,’ said Catrin, reaching out for the unopened gift.

She looked at it for a moment, then took a deep breath before unwrapping it.

Mounted in a brand-new silver frame was the thirty-one-year-old sliver of paper on which Solomon had written his phone number and a message … the same sliver of paper that had been secreted snugly inside Catrin’s purse … the same purse that had been stolen from her rucksack somewhere in Athens, breaking her eighteen-year-old heart.

‘Didn’t I ever tell you?’ she said, her voice croaking and weak. ‘A year after we got back, my purse – it got returned. I’m sure I told you?’

‘Yes, I remember,’ said Liz softly.

‘No money in there, just my library card, and this …’ She held up the chunky silver frame. ‘I kept it for years in a box. Forgot about it, really. And then … I found it. And for our anniversary I had it framed … as a present …’

‘For Dad?’ asked Romy, her eyes big with sorrow.

‘What does it say?’ said Lana quietly.

Catrin paused, gathering her strength before stammering out the words, ‘Solomon Blythe, 091 066 5879 … And then …’ She stopped, blinking away the tears that were misting her eyes.

Lana leapt down from the sink and stood behind her friend, reading aloud the words in the frame, held in Catrin’s shaking hands.

‘Today when we built our pyramid of pebbles, the wish I made was to see you again. And I think that will happen.’