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  1. Ruth Jones
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. Part One
  6. 1
  7. Catrin
  8. 2
  9. Judith
  10. 3
  11. Lana
  12. 4
  13. Judith
  14. 5
  15. Lana
  16. 6
  17. Catrin
  18. 7
  19. Lana
  20. 8
  21. Judith
  22. 9
  23. Catrin
  24. 10
  25. Lana
  26. 11
  27. Judith
  28. 12
  29. Catrin
  30. 13
  31. Lana
  32. 14
  33. Catrin
  34. 15
  35. Judith
  36. 16
  37. Lana
  38. 17
  39. Catrin
  40. 18
  41. Lana
  42. 19
  43. Catrin
  44. 20
  45. Judith
  46. 21
  47. George
  48. 22
  49. Lana
  50. 23
  51. Catrin
  52. 24
  53. Gareth
  54. 25
  55. Catrin
  56. 26
  57. Judith
  58. 27
  59. Gareth
  60. 28
  61. Judith
  62. 29
  63. Lana
  64. 30
  65. Catrin
  66. 31
  67. Lana
  68. Part Two
  69. 32
  70. Catrin
  71. 33
  72. Judith
  73. 34
  74. Lana
  75. 35
  76. Catrin
  77. 36
  78. Judith
  79. 37
  80. Gareth
  81. 38
  82. Judith
  83. 39
  84. Lana
  85. 40
  86. Judith
  87. 41
  88. Catrin
  89. 42
  90. Lana
  91. Part Three
  92. 43
  93. Lana
  94. 44
  95. Catrin
  96. 45
  97. Judith
  98. 46
  99. Catrin
  100. 47
  101. Judith
  102. 48
  103. Solomon
  104. 49
  105. Lana
  106. 50
  107. Judith
  108. 51
  109. Catrin
  110. 52
  111. Judith
  112. 53
  113. Catrin
  114. 54
  115. Judith
  116. 55
  117. Gareth
  118. 56
  119. Lana
  120. 57
  121. Catrin
  122. 58
  123. Judith
  124. 59
  125. Lana
  126. 60
  127. Patricia
  128. 61
  129. Lana and Judith
  130. 62
  131. Catrin-Kelly-Judith- Harris-Lana-Lloyd
  132. Epilogue
  133. Song credits
  134. Acknowledgements
  135. Us Three A Reading Group Guide
  136. Ruth Jones Q & A
  137. prologue
  138. 2022
  139. 1
  140. grace
  141. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Yes, and then she bloody phoned you up and went on about that magazine thing!’ said Lana.

‘Oh God, how many times! She knows the score. She’s fine about it,’ said Catrin, though this wasn’t strictly true. Yes, Judith had begrudgingly been won round by Catrin and conceded that Lana had no control over what was written about her in magazines, and that it was Becky bloody Williams who’d sent those photos to the Sunday Edition. Nonetheless, Judith’s initial, cautious enthusiasm for meeting up again with Lana had been considerably quashed by that magazine interview. Catrin had judiciously chosen not to tell Lana this. It’d taken so much effort to get them together in the first place, she wasn’t about to uproot the shoots of this fragile little plant before it had had a chance to start growing. And she honestly believed that if Lana came to George’s funeral, Judith, broken apart in the tenderness of her grief, would be so touched by the gesture that it would open her heart and reunite the two friends once and for all.

But Lana would not be convinced. ‘I’ll wait till she comes home, Cat,’ she said, ‘and then I’ll arrange to meet up with her. It’s all a bit sensitive, isn’t it? And I don’t want to mess things up.’

‘Oh bollocks,’ replied Cat, suddenly changing the subject. ‘I was meant to call Patricia. To tell her about George.’

‘Why hasn’t Judith told her?’ asked Lana.

‘She said she couldn’t face it. So I offered. Don’t suppose you’d do it, would you?’

That was four hours earlier. Catrin had chosen not to tell Lana about the row with Sol. Because she knew what she’d say. She’d agree with him – she’d tell her she was being selfish and unrealistic. Or worse than that, she might feel sorry for her. And Catrin couldn’t bear that. She couldn’t bear to be pitied. And so she decided to keep schtum and focus on what mattered right now – which was helping Jude.

At Nicosia airport, Gareth was there to meet her. They hugged for a long time.

‘How is she?’ she whispered.

‘I don’t think it’s sunk in yet, to be honest,’ he sighed. Catrin sensed he might have been relieved to get away from the grief-filled house for a while. ‘It’s not a bad thing, Cat,’ he said as they headed towards Kakopetria in Iannis’s car. ‘The Cypriots, they wear their hearts on their sleeve, and they have the opposite of the British stiff upper lip – but I find it a bit much, the constant crying and outward displays of grief.’

‘That’s ’cos you’re so butch!’ Catrin teased.

Gareth smiled back. ‘I just worry for Jude. She’s surrounded by all this weeping, yet she’s not shed a tear herself.’

‘I guess bereavement affects everyone differently.’

They sat in silence for a while, both lost in their own thoughts, with the windows open and the cool Troodos mountain air filling their lungs.

And then out of the blue Gareth said, ‘I spoke to Sol, by the way. He told me about the baby thing.’