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Contents ( 56)
  1. Table of Contents
  2. About The Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. II
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty One
  27. Chapter Twenty Two
  28. Chapter Twenty Three
  29. Chapter Twenty Four
  30. Chapter Twenty Five
  31. Chapter Twenty Six
  32. Chapter Twenty Seven
  33. Chapter Twenty Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. Chapter Thirty One
  37. Chapter Thirty Two
  38. Chapter Thirty Three
  39. Chapter Thirty Four
  40. Chapter Thirty Five
  41. Chapter Thirty Six
  42. Chapter Thirty Seven
  43. Chapter Thirty Eight
  44. Chapter Thirty Nine
  45. Chapter Forty
  46. Chapter Forty One
  47. Chapter Forty Two
  48. Chapter Forty Three
  49. Chapter Forty Four
  50. Chapter Forty Five
  51. Chapter Forty Six
  52. Epilogue
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PRESENT DAY

Matthew took cautious steps toward the red head who sat on the stairs of the front porch, her gaze fixed on nothing in particular. She still had on her wedding dress, although what was once a glorious dress had been reduced to a creased stained material.

Coming to settle beside her, he wrapped an arm around her shoulder and she leaned into his embrace.

It had been a terrible day. After the mysterious woman —who Matthew later learned was Ellie's mother— had taken Ellie away, Ethan had immediately raced into the city on horseback to try to get the Judge to go back on his judgment. The wedding had automatically been canceled mostly due to the fact that Ellie was taken, and partly due to the fact that Gretchen wouldn't come out of the nursery having locked herself in.

The entire house seemed eerie and empty, even if several servants still went about their business trying to take down the decorations for the wedding reception as well as store the food so it wouldn't go to waste.

Several hours later, Matthew had been informed by the butler that Gretchen had finally let herself out of the bedroom and was seated on the front porch. Ethan still hadn't returned from town and the tension in the air was raw.

Gretchen sat still in his arms for a while and for a brief second, he thought she must have fallen asleep. The cool night breeze was the only sound Matthew could hear past his own breathing; Gretchen seemed to have stopped breathing.

He lifted his gaze to the darkened sky above that held several stars, longing for Ethan's return —for Gretchen's sake, he longed for Ethan to return with Elizabeth in his arms.

"She isn't a night person," Gretchen finally spoke. It was a soft whisper and but for the deafening silence, he wouldn't have heard her. "Ellie would play all evening and fuss all night. I think she hates falling asleep."Her voice shook as she lifted her head from his shoulder and turned fully to him.

He stared at the grieving woman who sat beside him. While her face was devoid of tears, her eyes had a haunted look in them; like a woman on the verge of madness.

"Gretchen..." He began but she shook her head.

"My arms," she stretched her hands out before her to elaborate her point. "My arms hurt so much."

He wanted to say he was sorry, to pull her close and wrap her in the safety of his arms, but even he was powerless to make any of this go away. So, he sat there, saying nothing.

"It's like they know she's crying at this moment and they long to hold her." Her tears began to drop as she spoke. "My heart seems to have lost its rhythm. My chest longs for the feel of a child's head nestled against it." She clutched her chest. "My ears, Matthew, they hear her cries loud and clear but I'm powerless to ease her pain."