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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. undone
  3. Dedication
  4. one
  5. two
  6. three
  7. four
  8. five
  9. six
  10. seven
  11. eight
  12. nine
  13. ten
  14. eleven
  15. twelve
  16. thirteen
  17. fourteen
  18. fifteen
  19. sixteen
  20. seventeen
  21. eighteen
  22. nineteen
  23. twenty
  24. twenty-one
  25. twenty-two
  26. twenty-three
  27. twenty-four
  28. twenty-five
  29. twenty-six
  30. twenty-seven
  31. twenty-eight
  32. twenty-nine
  33. thirty
  34. Acknowledgments

“Computer,” I said, dropping the ice into the sink. “I was up late working on my history project. I wanted to get it done early, you know, to make amends for my being late to Mr. Click’s class.” I had the paper on my computer if she chose to call me on it. “I guess I just lost track of time. Hope my music didn’t disturb you.”

“Your music?” She didn’t just take the bait, she snatched it. “No, I must’ve slept right through it.”

My breath escaped, everything in my heart bled out. She actually did it. She lied to me. Stone-face lied.

At that very moment—for only the thinnest slice of a second— I no longer thought of her as my mother, she was just a woman standing in the same room as me. It scared the shit out of me.

I dried my face with a kitchen towel before I met her eyes for one quick moment of truth. I expected to see guilt, shame, but found nothing.

“You really should be more careful with your eyes. Maybe we should get one of those screen diffuser things.”

Yeah, that and a sticky note will solve everything. “Whatever.”

I hurried to school, completely pushing everything with Mom to the back of my brain. I took a deep breath of the cool morning air and filled myself with its freshness. Anthony Beck was waiting for me. He’d text’d smiley faces, for crissakes. Three of them! I didn’t even feel hungover anymore.

But as I got closer to school, I could tell something was wrong. Anthony wasn’t hanging by the front stairs. Nobody was.

The school stood in front of me. Post and beams, river rock walls, a little landscaping to give it that Colorado lodge look. But this morning it looked lifeless, like it was a weekend or spring break or something.

And then I could make out a faint bleating noise. A car alarm? And as I got closer, I started to hear a muffled mass of voices. Other students were here somewhere. I just couldn’t see them. The new performing arts auditorium blocked my view.

Then I heard the siren.

The faster I moved, the closer I got to the noise, and the louder and more indistinct it became, until it grew into a massive hive of sound.

Then Principal Teasley’s voice shouting loud and clear over everything, “I need everyone to get inside! Now!” It came from the back parking lot, and as I got closer, I started seeing people, lots of people moving toward me, returning to the school. On their faces—confusion, fear, sadness. And as they headed back toward the school, I pushed my way through them.

“Serena!”