Back This Time Next Year
Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. New Year’s Eve 2019
  5. New Year’s Day 2020
  6. New Year’s Eve 1989
  7. New Year’s Day 1990
  8. New Year’s Day 2020
  9. 1 January 2020
  10. New Year’s Eve 2015
  11. 2 January 2020
  12. New Year’s Eve 2015
  13. 2 January 2020
  14. 2 January 2020
  15. 5 January 2020
  16. New Year’s Eve 2010
  17. 6 January 2020
  18. 14 January 2020
  19. New Year’s Day 2001
  20. 15 January 2020
  21. 15 January 2020
  22. New Year’s Eve 2003
  23. 1 February 2020
  24. 1 February 2020
  25. New Year’s Eve 2007
  26. 3 February 2020
  27. 4 February 2020
  28. New Year’s Eve 2010
  29. 17 May 2020
  30. 17 May 2020
  31. 17 May 2020
  32. 13 June 2020
  33. 13 June 2020
  34. 21 June 2020
  35. 8 August 2020
  36. 9 August 2020
  37. New Year’s Eve 2003
  38. 15 August 2020
  39. New Year’s Eve 2019
  40. 13 September 2020
  41. 20 October 2020
  42. 25 October 2020
  43. 30 December 2020
  44. New Year’s Eve 2020
  45. New Year’s Eve 2020
  46. Acknowledgements
  47. Read More
  48. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

Minnie got off the fifty-six bus halfway up the Essex Road, just outside Sainsbury’s. A few lost-looking souls were waiting outside for it to open. Plastic glasses littered the kerb by the pub opposite, and the rain had not yet washed away the fag ends and half-eaten takeaways that lay on the pavement by overflowing bins. It was still pouring with rain as she ran down the side street to her flat, her arms cradled over her head for protection. At her door she fumbled in her bag, looking for her keys – they weren’t there. She stood, soaking wet and shivering, then emptied the bag onto the doorstep, clinging to the hope they might be hiding among old receipts and loose make-up. Looking down at the sodden pile of handbag clutter, she closed her eyes and exhaled slowly; her keys were in her coat pocket, the coat she’d lost on the bus the night before. Of course they were. It was her birthday – nothing would go right today.

Minnie looked up at the window of her flat. She could see her cat’s little grey face pressed up against the window.

‘Oh Lucky – poor Lucky!’ she cried. ‘I need to feed you, darling.’

Minnie stuffed everything back into her bag and rang the buzzers for the other two flats in the building. Maybe someone would take pity on her. She could at least charge her phone, get dry and ring her landlord to let her in. Nobody answered.

*

‘You’re early,’ said Leila as she opened her front door to Minnie half an hour later. ‘I thought I was taking you out for lunch?’

Leila lived in Stoke Newington in northeast London, half an hour by bus from Minnie’s place. She lived with her boyfriend on the top floor of an ex-council building. Their block was an unremarkable concrete stack with graffiti all over the hallways, but inside the place felt light and homely. Leila stood in the doorway wearing a pink dressing gown covered in unicorns. ‘Do I make you unicorny?’ was written across the front in sparkling pink lettering. Leila’s rainbow-streaked hair was pulled to the top of her head in a messy topknot; the stripes of bold colour had grown out to reveal several inches of mousy-brown roots beneath. When describing Leila, Minnie often said she was a 1950s film star with crazy hair; she had a curvy figure and these deep, hooded eyes that somehow always seemed to look sultry. This morning’s dressing gown ensemble wasn’t necessarily highlighting her film-star qualities.

‘I lost my house keys and got trapped in a nightclub toilet all night,’ said Minnie, walking through the front door and waving Leila away as she tried to hug her. ‘Don’t, you’ll get soaked.’