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Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. New Year’s Eve 2019
  5. New Year’s Day 2020
  6. New Year’s Eve 1989
  7. New Year’s Day 1990
  8. New Year’s Day 2020
  9. 1 January 2020
  10. New Year’s Eve 2015
  11. 2 January 2020
  12. New Year’s Eve 2015
  13. 2 January 2020
  14. 2 January 2020
  15. 5 January 2020
  16. New Year’s Eve 2010
  17. 6 January 2020
  18. 14 January 2020
  19. New Year’s Day 2001
  20. 15 January 2020
  21. 15 January 2020
  22. New Year’s Eve 2003
  23. 1 February 2020
  24. 1 February 2020
  25. New Year’s Eve 2007
  26. 3 February 2020
  27. 4 February 2020
  28. New Year’s Eve 2010
  29. 17 May 2020
  30. 17 May 2020
  31. 17 May 2020
  32. 13 June 2020
  33. 13 June 2020
  34. 21 June 2020
  35. 8 August 2020
  36. 9 August 2020
  37. New Year’s Eve 2003
  38. 15 August 2020
  39. New Year’s Eve 2019
  40. 13 September 2020
  41. 20 October 2020
  42. 25 October 2020
  43. 30 December 2020
  44. New Year’s Eve 2020
  45. New Year’s Eve 2020
  46. Acknowledgements
  47. Read More
  48. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

They got down to Barney’s and there were a couple of people queuing ahead of them. Quinn hadn’t said anything in a few minutes, and Minnie found herself pinching the skin between her thumb and forefinger.

‘I will help if you want me to,’ he said softly. She turned to look at him as they queued for the van. She saw something behind his eyes: sadness, resignation? She couldn’t read him at all. ‘I have my car here today, I could drive you.’

Minnie was about to protest, to say it had been a silly idea and she could easily do it herself in an Uber, but then she stopped herself. The conversation with Leila had made her realise the extent of her feelings for Quinn. She couldn’t go on like this, just living for Sunday. She wanted to open the bell jar, take this beyond the heath, whatever that meant.

‘That would be mega-helpful, thank you,’ she said.

‘What are friends for?’

9 August 2020

It felt strange taking Quinn to her parents’ house. She had never brought a man there.

Once they were inside, she held her fingers to her ears and moved her head like a metronome.

‘See, relaxing isn’t it?’

‘I don’t know – it’s quite charming. It’s like the house where time lives.’

She wrinkled her nose at him. She’d taken to making this face whenever he said something poetic.

‘Maybe that could be the title of my autobiography,’ she said.

She led him up to her small attic bedroom and he had to hunch to get through the rabbit-hutch-style door.

‘Oh, I love Hopper, I have a print of Nighthawks in my flat,’ said Quinn, instantly honing in on Automat.

‘No way,’ she said, ‘I love his paintings.’ Clearly Quinn didn’t remember she’d been privy to the Amanda conversation outside his office. ‘This school friend of mine, Lacey, she moved away from London when I was fourteen. We stayed in touch writing postcards to each other for a while. She must have had a multipack of Hopper prints, because they were all his. His pictures have that association for me – kind words from a sorely missed friend.’

‘She looks so lonely, doesn’t she,’ said Quinn, looking down at the picture. ‘You want to know why she’s sad.’

‘You think she looks sad? I never thought that, I always thought she looked content in her solitude. I envy her – I’d never be brave enough to have coffee alone with my thoughts.’

Quinn looked sideways at her, still holding the print.

‘That’s a very optimistic outlook.’

‘Leila gave it to me.’ Minnie shrugged, ‘Maybe that’s her world view rubbing off on me.’

As he put the picture down, Lucky sprang through the door and started weaving in and out between Quinn’s legs.

‘Who’s this?’ he said, bending down to stroke the cat’s head.