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Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. New Year’s Eve 2019
  5. New Year’s Day 2020
  6. New Year’s Eve 1989
  7. New Year’s Day 1990
  8. New Year’s Day 2020
  9. 1 January 2020
  10. New Year’s Eve 2015
  11. 2 January 2020
  12. New Year’s Eve 2015
  13. 2 January 2020
  14. 2 January 2020
  15. 5 January 2020
  16. New Year’s Eve 2010
  17. 6 January 2020
  18. 14 January 2020
  19. New Year’s Day 2001
  20. 15 January 2020
  21. 15 January 2020
  22. New Year’s Eve 2003
  23. 1 February 2020
  24. 1 February 2020
  25. New Year’s Eve 2007
  26. 3 February 2020
  27. 4 February 2020
  28. New Year’s Eve 2010
  29. 17 May 2020
  30. 17 May 2020
  31. 17 May 2020
  32. 13 June 2020
  33. 13 June 2020
  34. 21 June 2020
  35. 8 August 2020
  36. 9 August 2020
  37. New Year’s Eve 2003
  38. 15 August 2020
  39. New Year’s Eve 2019
  40. 13 September 2020
  41. 20 October 2020
  42. 25 October 2020
  43. 30 December 2020
  44. New Year’s Eve 2020
  45. New Year’s Eve 2020
  46. Acknowledgements
  47. Read More
  48. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘I don’t think I’ll be able to manage if it’s complicated, Connie,’ said Tara, clasping her hands together, her brow knitted in consternation.

‘It’s not complicated, don’t worry, I’ll walk you through it,’ said Fleur, dismissing Tara with a wave of the hand.

‘Show Minnie the garden, Tara, I’m sure she’d like to see,’ suggested her mother.

‘Oh, it’s nothing remarkable,’ said Tara quietly, shaking her head, ‘but it’s something of an achievement for me.’

Tara led Minnie, Leila and Bev down a flight of stairs into the basement, where there were French windows leading out to the back. The garden was huge by London standards, stretching off to a wall of trees a hundred and fifty feet away. Nearest the house was a cobbled patio with wicker table and chairs, then beyond, an arc of flowerbeds full of white roses, purple foxgloves and orange dahlias – a wild array of colour.

‘This is all the gardener, I can’t take credit for the flowers,’ Tara explained, ‘but this I can – this is our little project.’

She couldn’t hide the pride in her voice as she showed them the vegetable garden beyond. Four neat squares of soil, all planted with rows of leafy vegetables, herbs, climbing beans and tomato plants.

‘Wow, you’ve been busy,’ said Minnie, kneeling down to smell the thyme.

‘Your mother drove me to the garden centre last weekend. I got out and bought those myself,’ said Tara, pointing to the row of herbs. Then she turned to Leila and Bev. ‘I know that doesn’t sound particularly impressive,’ Tara clasped her hands again, rubbing the back of one hand with the other palm, ‘but I sometimes have trouble getting out, I get a bit overwhelmed.’

‘We’ve all got our demons to fight, hey,’ said Bev heartily, and Tara nodded.

‘Your mother is such a wonderful woman, Minnie. She’s pushed me to make a small step every day. Doesn’t take no for an answer, does she?’

Tara spoke with such warmth in her voice, it caught Minnie off guard. She rarely heard anyone talk about her mother like that. She hadn’t often considered that her mother’s stubbornness could be such a positive trait.

‘Well, I’m glad she’s been helpful,’ said Minnie.

She could see Tara’s hands begin to shake; she was clasping them together so tightly her knuckles were turning white. ‘Please, we don’t want to overwhelm you, Tara, if it’s too much us being here,’ said Minnie softly.

‘Please stay,’ said Tara, ‘I need to push myself to do more.’ She blinked quickly, her eyes darting back towards the house. ‘Would you all have tea if I made a pot?’

They all agreed that they would.

As Tara hurried back inside, Bev, Leila and Minnie sat down on the chairs around the patio table.