Back This Time Next Year
Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. New Year’s Eve 2019
  5. New Year’s Day 2020
  6. New Year’s Eve 1989
  7. New Year’s Day 1990
  8. New Year’s Day 2020
  9. 1 January 2020
  10. New Year’s Eve 2015
  11. 2 January 2020
  12. New Year’s Eve 2015
  13. 2 January 2020
  14. 2 January 2020
  15. 5 January 2020
  16. New Year’s Eve 2010
  17. 6 January 2020
  18. 14 January 2020
  19. New Year’s Day 2001
  20. 15 January 2020
  21. 15 January 2020
  22. New Year’s Eve 2003
  23. 1 February 2020
  24. 1 February 2020
  25. New Year’s Eve 2007
  26. 3 February 2020
  27. 4 February 2020
  28. New Year’s Eve 2010
  29. 17 May 2020
  30. 17 May 2020
  31. 17 May 2020
  32. 13 June 2020
  33. 13 June 2020
  34. 21 June 2020
  35. 8 August 2020
  36. 9 August 2020
  37. New Year’s Eve 2003
  38. 15 August 2020
  39. New Year’s Eve 2019
  40. 13 September 2020
  41. 20 October 2020
  42. 25 October 2020
  43. 30 December 2020
  44. New Year’s Eve 2020
  45. New Year’s Eve 2020
  46. Acknowledgements
  47. Read More
  48. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

When he had gone, Minnie shuffled towards her mother and hissed, ‘So, you have been speaking. Why didn’t you tell me?’

Her mother shrugged and walked off towards a side table full of silver photo frames and ornaments. She picked up a white china dog and examined it. ‘Would you look at that, just like mine.’

Minnie looked at the dog. It couldn’t have been more different to the tacky old ornament her mother was talking about. Tara’s was probably an expensive bone-china collectors’ item; her mother’s had come from the Odds ’n’ Ends shop off Kilburn High Road.

‘Well?’ Minnie whispered again, hands firmly planted on her scaly mermaid hips.

‘We’ve just been talking. It’s not your business, Minnie, that’s why I didn’t say.’

‘Not my business? I was the one who gave you her number, I was the one who said you should hear her side of the story!’

Her mother shrugged again. She picked up a framed photo of Tara with a young Quinn on her lap – they were watching a sunrise together, somewhere tropical. She looked back at Minnie, who was watching her wide-eyed, waiting for an answer.

‘I’ve got to do some things in my own way, Minnie. We’ve been talking here and there; she’s had a difficult time of it, she has.’

Minnie couldn’t understand why her mother wouldn’t have told her. Then she paused, tempering her irritation. She was glad they had been in touch. Perhaps some closure on the ‘name-stealing incident’ would smooth at least one of her mother’s jagged edges, redress her cynicism about human nature.

‘Well, what did you say that made her … ’ Minnie paused, not sure what to label Tara’s episode as. ‘ … React like that?’

‘I didn’t say anything,’ her mother said. Then, after a pause, ‘She was telling me how upset she was I didn’t call you Quinn, how bad she feels.’ She shook her head. ‘She got so worked up just thinking about back then. I said it’s only a name, isn’t it – it doesn’t matter. But then she started hyperventilating.’

Minnie laughed in disbelief – ‘only a name’. She looked at her mother as if she’d started speaking some strange Martian dialect.

‘Why you laughing?’ her mother frowned. ‘You don’t know what sets these things off. Poor woman’s traumatised – postnatal anxiety, a terrible miscarriage, husband left her high and dry. No wonder she’s a walking bag of nerves.’

Her mother picked up another frame from the collection of photos on the side table. This one showed a couple in their twenties, standing on the doorstep of the Primrose Hill house holding a baby in their arms. Quinn’s father was making a show of holding up the key for the photographer. It must have been taken when they’d first moved in.