Back This Time Next Year
Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. New Year’s Eve 2019
  5. New Year’s Day 2020
  6. New Year’s Eve 1989
  7. New Year’s Day 1990
  8. New Year’s Day 2020
  9. 1 January 2020
  10. New Year’s Eve 2015
  11. 2 January 2020
  12. New Year’s Eve 2015
  13. 2 January 2020
  14. 2 January 2020
  15. 5 January 2020
  16. New Year’s Eve 2010
  17. 6 January 2020
  18. 14 January 2020
  19. New Year’s Day 2001
  20. 15 January 2020
  21. 15 January 2020
  22. New Year’s Eve 2003
  23. 1 February 2020
  24. 1 February 2020
  25. New Year’s Eve 2007
  26. 3 February 2020
  27. 4 February 2020
  28. New Year’s Eve 2010
  29. 17 May 2020
  30. 17 May 2020
  31. 17 May 2020
  32. 13 June 2020
  33. 13 June 2020
  34. 21 June 2020
  35. 8 August 2020
  36. 9 August 2020
  37. New Year’s Eve 2003
  38. 15 August 2020
  39. New Year’s Eve 2019
  40. 13 September 2020
  41. 20 October 2020
  42. 25 October 2020
  43. 30 December 2020
  44. New Year’s Eve 2020
  45. New Year’s Eve 2020
  46. Acknowledgements
  47. Read More
  48. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Oh, not again, I don’t … I can’t,’ Tara sank to the floor, her body consumed by an invisible, agonising force.

‘Try and stand,’ Connie said, taking her hand. ‘Trust me, it’s better.’ Connie held Tara up, encouraging her to push down on her forearms for support. Tara rocked back and forth, huffing and whimpering through it with her eyes closed. ‘OK, we can work on your breathing but you’re standing at least.’

The double doors of the ward swung open and a midwife wearing light blue coveralls marched in.

‘How are we doing, ladies? I’m sorry we had to put you in together but I’ve never seen so many babies want to come in one night before. Lucky I didn’t have New Year’s Eve plans, hey?’ the midwife chuckled.

‘They’re all after the prize money,’ said Connie. ‘This one claims she didn’t even know about it.’

Tara’s pain had passed, her eyes were glazed over and she was staring off towards the window. Connie watched her; she knew that feeling – she’d been in labour for four days last time.

‘Oh, you didn’t hear?’ said the midwife. ‘The London News went and offered a cheque to the first nineties baby born in the city. We’re all desperate for someone from Hampstead Hospital to be the first. Though the paper must have more money than they know what to do with, if you ask me.’

‘Fifty thousand pounds,’ said Connie.

What Connie couldn’t do with fifty thousand pounds. She could pay back Bill’s parents the money they’d loaned them. They could rent a bigger place. She could even buy the baby some clothes of its own – clothes that hadn’t already been worn by three older cousins and a brother. She couldn’t get her hopes up. There were thousands of other women all over London probably thinking the same thing.

‘It’s sponsored by some nappy brand. I think you get free nappies for life too,’ said the midwife.

‘She’s definitely going to cross her legs till midnight now,’ Connie laughed, but the laugh turned into panting as another wave of pain rolled down into her belly.

‘Right, hop up onto the bed, Mrs Hamilton,’ the midwife said to Tara. ‘I need to see how far along you are.’ She drew a cubicle curtain around the bed and pulled on some rubber gloves. A few minutes later she stepped away from the bed and shook her head. ‘You’re not having the baby tonight at this rate, you’re still only six centimetres. You need to get moving, get walking up and down.’

‘That’s what I told her,’ Connie shouted through the partition.

‘But how much longer?’ Tara whimpered. ‘I’m so tired, I just need to sleep.’

An alarm rang out in the corridor. The midwife quickly pulled off her gloves and washed her hands at the sink.