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Chapters (110)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY J. TODD SCOTT
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. I
  7. II
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. PART TWO
  22. THIRTEEN
  23. FOURTEEN
  24. FIFTEEN
  25. SIXTEEN
  26. SEVENTEEN
  27. EIGHTEEN
  28. NINETEEN
  29. TWENTY
  30. TWENTY-ONE
  31. TWENTY-TWO
  32. TWENTY-THREE
  33. TWENTY-FOUR
  34. TWENTY-FIVE
  35. TWENTY-SIX
  36. TWENTY-SEVEN
  37. TWENTY-EIGHT
  38. TWENTY-NINE
  39. THIRTY
  40. THIRTY-ONE
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. PART THREE
  50. FORTY
  51. FORTY-ONE
  52. FORTY-TWO
  53. FORTY-THREE
  54. FORTY-FOUR
  55. FORTY-FIVE
  56. FORTY-SIX
  57. FORTY-SEVEN
  58. FORTY-EIGHT
  59. FORTY-NINE
  60. FIFTY
  61. FIFTY-ONE
  62. FIFTY-TWO
  63. FIFTY-THREE
  64. FIFTY-FOUR
  65. FIFTY-FIVE
  66. FIFTY-SIX
  67. FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. SIXTY-ONE
  72. PART FOUR
  73. SIXTY-TWO
  74. SIXTY-THREE
  75. SIXTY-FOUR
  76. SIXTY-FIVE
  77. SIXTY-SIX
  78. SIXTY-SEVEN
  79. SIXTY-EIGHT
  80. SIXTY-NINE
  81. SEVENTY
  82. SEVENTY-ONE
  83. SEVENTY-TWO
  84. SEVENTY-THREE
  85. SEVENTY-FOUR
  86. SEVENTY-FIVE
  87. SEVENTY-SIX
  88. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  89. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  90. SEVENTY-NINE
  91. EIGHTY
  92. EIGHTY-ONE
  93. EIGHTY-TWO
  94. EIGHTY-THREE
  95. EIGHTY-FOUR
  96. EPILOGUE
  97. I
  98. II
  99. III
  100. IV
  101. V
  102. VI
  103. VII
  104. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  105. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  106. Excerpt from LOST RIVER
  107. LITTLE PARIS
  108. DILLON
  109. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  110. What’s next onyour reading list?

“It means we know who we are, and the things we’ve done. All the things we’re willing to do.”

Danny stepped toward her again. “That’s bullshit. This son of a bitch needs to know what I’m willing to do if he’s here to hurt you.”

“Usted no entiende. He’s not here to hurt me, not now. I don’t know what he wants, but you must trust me. You have no idea who he is, the things he’s done.”

“And you do?” Danny’s breath was on her face, feathering her hair. They were close enough she could imagine his heart beating against hers, then remembered the bullet holes she’d put into that paper target’s heart only moments before. He asked again: “What do you really know?”

But what could he really know about her? What could anyone truly know about someone else?

She let him stand close for few heartbeats longer anyway, wanting that, before backing away again. He let her go, bending down and picking up her heavy brass bucket and putting it in the back of her truck, as she opened her door to drive back to Murfee.

“Sé que somos una familia,” she told him, answering his question. “That man and I are family.”

SIXTEEN

Chris was trying hard to listen as Danny and Amé recounted their interrogation of Eddy Rabbit. They were in Chris’s office, but through his open door, and over their shoulders, he was distracted by two of his other deputies, Tommy Milford and Till Greer, talking. Laughing—beneath Ben Harper’s and Buck Emmett’s black-banded memorial pictures. Dale Holt was out serving a summons with Marco Lucero in tow. That was it: six—all the deputies he had now, to oversee thousands of square miles in the Big Bend.

“Sheriff?” Danny asked, turning to follow Chris’s gaze out the door, as Till was still laughing out loud at whatever dumb story or joke Tommy was spinning. Chris had wanted his deputies to see those pictures of Ben and Buck whenever they walked out of the building as a reminder of what they risked each day, but now they passed those photos of their fallen friends—men they’d once known and laughed with, too—without a second thought or glance, as one day became the next day and then the day after. Until today was just another day. Maybe it had to be that way, so life could go on. Because life had to go on. But Chris still needed those photos, so he’d never forget those losses, never forget how these six men and women left behind were his responsibility, and the risks he asked them to take.

Yesterday. Today. Every day.

“I’m sorry, Danny,” Chris said. “I got distracted by those two clowns out there. Why don’t you grab the door and start again?”

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