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Chapters (110)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY J. TODD SCOTT
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. I
  7. II
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. PART TWO
  22. THIRTEEN
  23. FOURTEEN
  24. FIFTEEN
  25. SIXTEEN
  26. SEVENTEEN
  27. EIGHTEEN
  28. NINETEEN
  29. TWENTY
  30. TWENTY-ONE
  31. TWENTY-TWO
  32. TWENTY-THREE
  33. TWENTY-FOUR
  34. TWENTY-FIVE
  35. TWENTY-SIX
  36. TWENTY-SEVEN
  37. TWENTY-EIGHT
  38. TWENTY-NINE
  39. THIRTY
  40. THIRTY-ONE
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. PART THREE
  50. FORTY
  51. FORTY-ONE
  52. FORTY-TWO
  53. FORTY-THREE
  54. FORTY-FOUR
  55. FORTY-FIVE
  56. FORTY-SIX
  57. FORTY-SEVEN
  58. FORTY-EIGHT
  59. FORTY-NINE
  60. FIFTY
  61. FIFTY-ONE
  62. FIFTY-TWO
  63. FIFTY-THREE
  64. FIFTY-FOUR
  65. FIFTY-FIVE
  66. FIFTY-SIX
  67. FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. SIXTY-ONE
  72. PART FOUR
  73. SIXTY-TWO
  74. SIXTY-THREE
  75. SIXTY-FOUR
  76. SIXTY-FIVE
  77. SIXTY-SIX
  78. SIXTY-SEVEN
  79. SIXTY-EIGHT
  80. SIXTY-NINE
  81. SEVENTY
  82. SEVENTY-ONE
  83. SEVENTY-TWO
  84. SEVENTY-THREE
  85. SEVENTY-FOUR
  86. SEVENTY-FIVE
  87. SEVENTY-SIX
  88. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  89. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  90. SEVENTY-NINE
  91. EIGHTY
  92. EIGHTY-ONE
  93. EIGHTY-TWO
  94. EIGHTY-THREE
  95. EIGHTY-FOUR
  96. EPILOGUE
  97. I
  98. II
  99. III
  100. IV
  101. V
  102. VI
  103. VII
  104. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  105. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  106. Excerpt from LOST RIVER
  107. LITTLE PARIS
  108. DILLON
  109. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  110. What’s next onyour reading list?

She found her phone and bounced it in her hand before dialing Chris. She looked out the window to the sky and scrub around her, a new sun burning the world alive. It was a view like no place else in the world, and she thought she could see forever from here. Chris had once nearly died right outside that window—shot on the orders of Sheriff Ross—and knowing that had admittedly scared her for a long time . . . all that emptiness and all the possibilities so easily lost within it, stretching endlessly into the unknowable future; the remnants of different lives and different choices left behind. But now she couldn’t imagine any other view, any other choice, any other life.

When she’d aimed her own gun that night at Sheriff Ross, ready and willing to kill him for what he’d done to Chris, she’d been protecting all their future choices . . . and the later promise of this view.

Forever was fine, and she wasn’t afraid of it anymore.

Rocky was then leaning against her leg, as if he could see out the same window, enjoying the view with her. She could feel the dog’s heart beating through his fur. It was strong, steady, constant. Mel bent over and kissed Jack between his closed eyes. He stirred once, safe, just knowing she was there.

It was enough for her.

FIVE

There were five bodies.

Four young men, and the last a teenage boy.

It would be a few days before they could determine exactly how long they had been in the river, and maybe they never would, but it had been long enough. Demasiado largo. Too long. America Reynosa had listened closely as Doc Hanson explained to Sheriff Cherry about body temperature and river pH and maceration: where the dead men’s skin had absorbed . . . drank . . . the river itself. That process had turned their skin milky and opaque so it hung on their bodies in rolls, like a second set of loose-fitting clothes. At least one of them had also been gotten at by a predator, but whether that had been before or after ending up in the water was an open question. Most of them were savaged in some way or another, their faces ruined, except for the boy’s. His face was fine, unmarked. His young features were clear and clean; only for that strangely colorless but somehow still pale skin.

It was like he was only sleeping, and someone, maybe his mama, had just brushed wet hair out of his closed eyes.

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