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Chapters (110)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY J. TODD SCOTT
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. I
  7. II
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. PART TWO
  22. THIRTEEN
  23. FOURTEEN
  24. FIFTEEN
  25. SIXTEEN
  26. SEVENTEEN
  27. EIGHTEEN
  28. NINETEEN
  29. TWENTY
  30. TWENTY-ONE
  31. TWENTY-TWO
  32. TWENTY-THREE
  33. TWENTY-FOUR
  34. TWENTY-FIVE
  35. TWENTY-SIX
  36. TWENTY-SEVEN
  37. TWENTY-EIGHT
  38. TWENTY-NINE
  39. THIRTY
  40. THIRTY-ONE
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. PART THREE
  50. FORTY
  51. FORTY-ONE
  52. FORTY-TWO
  53. FORTY-THREE
  54. FORTY-FOUR
  55. FORTY-FIVE
  56. FORTY-SIX
  57. FORTY-SEVEN
  58. FORTY-EIGHT
  59. FORTY-NINE
  60. FIFTY
  61. FIFTY-ONE
  62. FIFTY-TWO
  63. FIFTY-THREE
  64. FIFTY-FOUR
  65. FIFTY-FIVE
  66. FIFTY-SIX
  67. FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. SIXTY-ONE
  72. PART FOUR
  73. SIXTY-TWO
  74. SIXTY-THREE
  75. SIXTY-FOUR
  76. SIXTY-FIVE
  77. SIXTY-SIX
  78. SIXTY-SEVEN
  79. SIXTY-EIGHT
  80. SIXTY-NINE
  81. SEVENTY
  82. SEVENTY-ONE
  83. SEVENTY-TWO
  84. SEVENTY-THREE
  85. SEVENTY-FOUR
  86. SEVENTY-FIVE
  87. SEVENTY-SIX
  88. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  89. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  90. SEVENTY-NINE
  91. EIGHTY
  92. EIGHTY-ONE
  93. EIGHTY-TWO
  94. EIGHTY-THREE
  95. EIGHTY-FOUR
  96. EPILOGUE
  97. I
  98. II
  99. III
  100. IV
  101. V
  102. VI
  103. VII
  104. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  105. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  106. Excerpt from LOST RIVER
  107. LITTLE PARIS
  108. DILLON
  109. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  110. What’s next onyour reading list?

That was probably the heart of it . . . Ben’s death. The deputy had been Amé’s friend, her mentor, and it was his murder that had drawn her and Danny together. Ben had been killed by that piece of shit Jesse Earl way out by the Murfee Lights—trying to save Danny’s life—and during Danny and Amé’s long walk back to town together carrying his body, they had talked. Or Danny had talked, sharing secrets with her he hadn’t spoken out loud for years. She’d listened, never judging, and somehow, out of all those horrible hours, they’d discovered something about each other. They’d found each other out there. But it also meant a part of their relationship might always stay in that place, far beyond the Murfee Lights.

Now they lived this weird, shadow life. A constant twilight, like it had been that night in the desert. Amé had taken up Ben’s old apartment, and Danny found himself spending more time here than anywhere else. They saw each other first thing most mornings, and the last thing at night, and on many of those nights, one of them would fall asleep within a hand’s reach of the other on her couch. Close, but not touching. It was a joke that everyone thought they were together, when they themselves couldn’t say one way or another, or explain exactly what they did mean to each other.

They were inseparable, and somehow still separate.

But Danny was fine with that, just like he was fine spending all his free time with her in Ben’s apartment above Modelle Greer’s garage—although enough months had passed that it was properly Amé’s place now. There was nowhere else he’d rather be, and no one else he’d rather be with. He wasn’t wasting his time, because the only hours that mattered were the ones he shared with her.

Hours like those at the Lights.

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A TRUCK SLID BY OUTSIDE, lights leading the way, as Danny turned his back to his reflection, to where Amé lay curled on the couch. Her gun was unholstered on the table in front of her, always within reach, whether he stayed the night or not. That was something Ben had taught her, or something she’d learned in her past. That past, before Danny had come to Murfee, before Ben and the Earls, was another thing she didn’t talk about. He knew about her brother’s murder, and the rumors that Sheriff Cherry—when he was a brand-new deputy himself—had implicated the former sheriff and his then chief deputy, Duane Dupree, in that killing, but no one had all the details. Just whispers and local Murfee gossip, some of it bitter, since there were still plenty of people in the county who fondly remembered Sheriff Ross and wished he was still alive.