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Chapters (110)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY J. TODD SCOTT
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. I
  7. II
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. PART TWO
  22. THIRTEEN
  23. FOURTEEN
  24. FIFTEEN
  25. SIXTEEN
  26. SEVENTEEN
  27. EIGHTEEN
  28. NINETEEN
  29. TWENTY
  30. TWENTY-ONE
  31. TWENTY-TWO
  32. TWENTY-THREE
  33. TWENTY-FOUR
  34. TWENTY-FIVE
  35. TWENTY-SIX
  36. TWENTY-SEVEN
  37. TWENTY-EIGHT
  38. TWENTY-NINE
  39. THIRTY
  40. THIRTY-ONE
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. PART THREE
  50. FORTY
  51. FORTY-ONE
  52. FORTY-TWO
  53. FORTY-THREE
  54. FORTY-FOUR
  55. FORTY-FIVE
  56. FORTY-SIX
  57. FORTY-SEVEN
  58. FORTY-EIGHT
  59. FORTY-NINE
  60. FIFTY
  61. FIFTY-ONE
  62. FIFTY-TWO
  63. FIFTY-THREE
  64. FIFTY-FOUR
  65. FIFTY-FIVE
  66. FIFTY-SIX
  67. FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. SIXTY-ONE
  72. PART FOUR
  73. SIXTY-TWO
  74. SIXTY-THREE
  75. SIXTY-FOUR
  76. SIXTY-FIVE
  77. SIXTY-SIX
  78. SIXTY-SEVEN
  79. SIXTY-EIGHT
  80. SIXTY-NINE
  81. SEVENTY
  82. SEVENTY-ONE
  83. SEVENTY-TWO
  84. SEVENTY-THREE
  85. SEVENTY-FOUR
  86. SEVENTY-FIVE
  87. SEVENTY-SIX
  88. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  89. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  90. SEVENTY-NINE
  91. EIGHTY
  92. EIGHTY-ONE
  93. EIGHTY-TWO
  94. EIGHTY-THREE
  95. EIGHTY-FOUR
  96. EPILOGUE
  97. I
  98. II
  99. III
  100. IV
  101. V
  102. VI
  103. VII
  104. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  105. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  106. Excerpt from LOST RIVER
  107. LITTLE PARIS
  108. DILLON
  109. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  110. What’s next onyour reading list?

America thought it was too cold for ice cream, but Zita had insisted, and she was laughing now with Danny, showing off the cowboy hat he’d bought her in Nathan so she’d stop taking his. It looked good on her, natural, and although no one knew exactly what was going to happen to her next, for now she was staying with America, and America had come to enjoy having her around. Danny definitely did, and made a big show of buying her presents. It was hard for him to say no to the girl.

Maybe he just understood her.

Zita woke up some nights crying, chased by dark dreams of her time with Fox Uno and the things she’d seen, the same way Danny’s sleep had been troubled. He’d started seeing Dr. Harlow, finally talking about his time in Afghanistan, about things he’d only hinted at to America, and that had been going well. So well that Zita was going to do the same. With America translating for him, Danny promised he’d go with her and sit next to her and hold her hand the whole time if she wanted. He told her it hurt at first to talk about such things, but the more you talked, the easier it became, and the less they bothered you. Although it seemed natural to try to forget and bury all the bad things that happened to you, all those horrible memories, it didn’t really work that way. You couldn’t ignore them or bury them; instead, you had to get them out of you, like the venom of a snakebite. If you didn’t work to heal them, they only made you sicker and sicker over time.

Those bad memories became poisonous dreams. They poisoned everything and everyone you loved.

The sun settled and shadows stretched down the street. The lamps on Main Street were coming on, one at a time. A cool glow, like a dozen tiny, distant stars. Her ribs and shoulder still hurt from the bullet she’d taken. Her vest had stopped most of it, but it had nearly punctured her lung. Most of her chest was still a purple bruise, tender to the touch, and it would be a long time fading.

She’d spoken with Agent Garrison a few times since that night. She’d told him everything about Fox Uno, all the conversations they’d had after he came to Murfee. Garrison had promised his people were looking for her mama and her papa, but so far there’d been no word on them. Fox Uno had been truthful in his debriefings so far, but he hadn’t been any more helpful. No one knew where they were, or if they were alive.