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Chapters (110)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY J. TODD SCOTT
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PROLOGUE
  6. I
  7. II
  8. PART ONE
  9. ONE
  10. TWO
  11. THREE
  12. FOUR
  13. FIVE
  14. SIX
  15. SEVEN
  16. EIGHT
  17. NINE
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. PART TWO
  22. THIRTEEN
  23. FOURTEEN
  24. FIFTEEN
  25. SIXTEEN
  26. SEVENTEEN
  27. EIGHTEEN
  28. NINETEEN
  29. TWENTY
  30. TWENTY-ONE
  31. TWENTY-TWO
  32. TWENTY-THREE
  33. TWENTY-FOUR
  34. TWENTY-FIVE
  35. TWENTY-SIX
  36. TWENTY-SEVEN
  37. TWENTY-EIGHT
  38. TWENTY-NINE
  39. THIRTY
  40. THIRTY-ONE
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. PART THREE
  50. FORTY
  51. FORTY-ONE
  52. FORTY-TWO
  53. FORTY-THREE
  54. FORTY-FOUR
  55. FORTY-FIVE
  56. FORTY-SIX
  57. FORTY-SEVEN
  58. FORTY-EIGHT
  59. FORTY-NINE
  60. FIFTY
  61. FIFTY-ONE
  62. FIFTY-TWO
  63. FIFTY-THREE
  64. FIFTY-FOUR
  65. FIFTY-FIVE
  66. FIFTY-SIX
  67. FIFTY-SEVEN
  68. FIFTY-EIGHT
  69. FIFTY-NINE
  70. SIXTY
  71. SIXTY-ONE
  72. PART FOUR
  73. SIXTY-TWO
  74. SIXTY-THREE
  75. SIXTY-FOUR
  76. SIXTY-FIVE
  77. SIXTY-SIX
  78. SIXTY-SEVEN
  79. SIXTY-EIGHT
  80. SIXTY-NINE
  81. SEVENTY
  82. SEVENTY-ONE
  83. SEVENTY-TWO
  84. SEVENTY-THREE
  85. SEVENTY-FOUR
  86. SEVENTY-FIVE
  87. SEVENTY-SIX
  88. SEVENTY-SEVEN
  89. SEVENTY-EIGHT
  90. SEVENTY-NINE
  91. EIGHTY
  92. EIGHTY-ONE
  93. EIGHTY-TWO
  94. EIGHTY-THREE
  95. EIGHTY-FOUR
  96. EPILOGUE
  97. I
  98. II
  99. III
  100. IV
  101. V
  102. VI
  103. VII
  104. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  105. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  106. Excerpt from LOST RIVER
  107. LITTLE PARIS
  108. DILLON
  109. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  110. What’s next onyour reading list?

Before they left, Carmelita had hugged Chayo tight, and then turned her attention to Neva. She brushed the girl’s hair and kissed her and held her hands, said something to her that Chayo could not hear. Neva had smiled, as best she could, and kissed the old woman back.

After that, they’d crawled together into the trunk lined with old blankets, and it was Carmelita who shut it over them.

—

THERE WAS A MOMENT WHEN, trapped in that lightless, almost airless space, Chayo thought they were caught. He was holding Neva close, their nest of blankets protecting them from the worst of the bounces and turns, when the car shuddered to a stop. There were voices—rough, commanding—but he couldn’t pick out one from another or the words they were saying. He and Neva were slicked with sweat, sliding against each other, close enough he could taste the salt on her skin and hair.

She trembled in his arms as a bright light played against the car. That cool, pale light crept through the cracks and the open spaces as if it was searching for them, too.

A hand, maybe a hand, or the heavier butt of a gun, struck the trunk. It was as loud as thunder. It rolled and echoed over them, and they were trapped in a storm that would never end.

More words were said.

Someone laughed.

That light swung back and forth, back and forth, and then it winked out. A great eye closing.

Then the car was moving again. Slowly, but moving all the same. It wheezed and shrugged its way over gravel and dust, and Chayo realized the salt he was tasting was not just Neva’s sweat, but her tears as well.

—

LATER, AMADOR WOULD TELL THEM that he’d explained to the men with the guns blocking the road that he was going to see his sister in Atascaderos. That she was ill and he was the last family she had left.

He’d given them a huge bag of candy and they’d been happy and let him go.

Calaveras de azúcar.

Sugar skulls.

—

THE SKY WAS FULL OF STARS when they finally crawled from Amador’s trunk—hot, feverish, ready for air. Chayo helped Neva stand, and she stared above them as if she’d never seen all that faraway brilliance before.

They were wrapped in darkness, their eyes adjusting to the night around them.

There was barely a slice of the moon high above the trees. All the light, what there was of it, came from the stars.

Chayo thanked the old man, although there was no true way to thank him. There were no words, not enough of them, for what Amador had risked for the two of them: a boy with dirt underneath his fingernails and a girl with a broken smile. Amador was at a loss for words, too.