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Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

His sounds, the sound of them—the battering of a porch door in a rainstorm—could give everything away. Yet Róża can do nothing but wait for it to be over. Henryk feels up her shirt and finds her nipple; he twists, squeezing it hard. Róża locks her eyes on a crack in the loft wall, a shard of moonlight. Henryk continues to push. A final grunt and the hot wet fill of him inside, before he collapses on top of her, one hand still in her hair.

When Róża dares to look Shira’s way, she recognizes at once, from the uneven movement of her girl’s breath, that she is still awake.

Early the next morning, their second day in the barn, Róża is up and frantic about vacating—where will they go?—when Henryk steps in. She straightens, crosses her arms around her middle.

“You can stay a bit longer,” Henryk says.

Róża drops like a puddle into the hay. “Thank you.”

Later, she watches as a neighbor saunters over with a plate of sugar cookies and interrupts Henryk chiding his older boys, Piotr and Jurek. He’d told them to stay away from the well pump, but they’d fiddled with it and it broke. Now he’s warning them—keep out of the barn.

“Did you get a horse?” the neighbor asks, cookies aloft, eyes squinting.

“Huh?”

“A horse in your barn?” Tall piles of hay still block the sight line from the neighboring fields to the front face of the barn.

“Oh that. No, I’ve just been moving equipment around, that’s all.”

When another neighbor approaches, Krystyna—her eyes only once flitting upward toward the loft—carries little Łukasz to the group to be exclaimed over. What instinct to protect Róża and Shira has come to bear in her? Róża wonders. And what instinct to betray might arise as instantly?

Róża pulls away from the wall crack before she witnesses any of them eating the cookies.

The day unfolds: Krystyna brings a jar of water and two pieces of bread; later, Henryk removes their waste pail. Despite these kindnesses, Róża is certain that, at any moment, one or the other will demand they leave—and she racks her brain, trying to think of where she and Shira might go next. There is a house she knows, next village over, where she once delivered a sękacz for a merchant’s wedding. The cake—forty eggs’ worth—was tall like a tree and difficult to carry; and the house stood out because it, too, was very tall. She tries to remember: How near was the house to its neighbors? And did she ever hear news that the merchant’s wife had children? If so, they may have less luck there.…