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Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

She worries that fire—which she needs desperately for keeping warm—will expose her in hiding, whether by flame or by smoke. At first, she builds a small blaze inside her pot, tindering it with the driest layers of tree bark so as to minimize the smoke. But the idea of making soup in the pot, even if just hot water and some roots, anything to heat her insides, drives her to attempt a small ground fire. In a thicketed area she mounds dead pine branches, dumps the burning embers from the pot on top, and prays the open blaze will go unnoticed. She cleans the pot, adds water and two handfuls of birch root, and sets it upon the fire.

When she walks about, she rolls her feet so as to leave the scantest trace. She forages the forest floor for acorns, mushrooms, and wild garlic, rare to find, beneath the snow, and breaks through the ice blanketing the swamplands to fill her canteen. Weak with hunger, she remains hidden during daylight and moves only at nightfall, after dark.

Róża uses twine to refasten the curling-away soles of Henryk’s boots. Without them, she knows, she will die here in the woods. She darns the holes in her mittens and pulls Natan’s fur hat over her wind-bitten ears, looking skyward to assess the moon. Before setting out, she ties a knot into a length of thread to mark her survival of another day.

Near dawn on her third day in the woods, she eats a meal of boiled birch bark. With no one to save for and scrimp, she devours every last stringy bite. When she burrows down again for another day’s rest, Róża rubs herself warm in a refusal to give in, curl up, and die. She listens for the pulse of music within her: a melody, big and spacious, to carry her outside of her solitary anguish. In the way that other people share the stars—looking up at the exact moment, they see the same night sky—she and Shira have this: The soar of violins mixing with cellos. The flight of notes, like wingbeats, that transport them together, beyond the confines of a forest burrow, a convent wall.

The convent is a winding maze of corridors that Zosia does not yet understand, so she follows the other girls, shivery in their thin starched dresses, as they shuttle from class to chore to chapel. They slow their steps only as they pass by the woodstoves, where they huddle briefly to warm themselves before rushing on. In the children’s quarters, there are just two stoves, one in the community room and one in the corridor outside their bedchamber.