Back The Yellow Bird Sings
Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

Of the reminders Róża skirts here in Greenpoint—the Jewish bakery cases packed with babka and rugelach; certain dress shop windows; any recipe containing mushrooms—one exception is the cello. First rented, now owned, Róża plays and teaches. She accepts students at least ten years or older, a steadfast rule. Not the young ones; never the kindergarten prodigies. The teenagers, lanky and impressionable, she finds most endearing: how they dress in their sturdy jeans and speak in their perfect English, raving about their favorite American rock idols even as they rehearse their measures by Haydn and Beethoven and Bach. After trudging up the tight stairs to the apartment, they settle into a chair in the music room, shifting into a sun puddle by the bay window, wrangling their cellos between their legs. Róża encourages them through their warm-ups and exercises: open string bowing, left hand pizzicati, double stops for the advanced students.

She listens to music—broadcasts on WQXR—whenever she has the chance. She knits as she listens, often thinking of the way her father hummed along to recordings as he meticulously crafted his violins.

Today, she tunes in late to a solo violinist playing Szymanowski’s Mythes. She settles with her needles and yarn—her newest project: a winter scarf in blue bouclé—and her Lipton tea.

Delicate and shimmering, the violinist’s notes displace her from the start. The music unfolds in lines of tension and calm, water flowing, then still, a wooded night turning to dawn. Past memories surface like rising water. Róża might be back in Gracja, by the riverbank, Natan beside her, Shira’s tiny fingers tapping upon her bobe’s leg. But soon the sound grows haunted, and she and Shira are running from all they know and love, huddling together, holding tight. In the music’s dusky timbres she hears the song of the barn rafters, the moistening hay, the night sky. Memories that save as they destroy.

Late in the afternoon, her students arrive. First Stanley, then Muriel.

The last of the day is Julie, her star student. Julie troops in, her cello pressed against her hip, her school bag dangling behind her, the sugary scent of a powdered doughnut still on her lips. Before tuning up, she presses back the fringe of her hair with a thick white headband. Her bright expression turns concerted and serious as she bends toward her strings, sounding notes and listening, subtly adjusting the pegs. Next year, she will attend the Juilliard program for high schoolers.

For an hour straight, they work on the Glazunov Concerto Ballata. When Julie packs up to leave, she says, “I have a ticket for next Sunday’s violin concert at Carnegie Hall, but because of the Bach chamber audition, I can’t go! The seat’s up front, though off to the side. Would you like it?”

“Yes, I’d love it. Thank you.”