Chapters (60)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Part 1
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Part 2
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Part 3
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Part 4
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Note About Polish Surnames
- Translations
- Acknowledgments
- Author’s Note
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
Aron and Róża stand outside Celestyn’s Carmelite church at noon. It is Aron’s idea, since the central committee has no records on Shira and the town officials seem not to know anything. As churchgoers leave mass, Aron approaches and asks what they know about the bombed convent. Some walk past without answering. But a nun brightens at the mention of the Felicjanki.
“I believe they are staying with the Siostry Nazaretanki,” she says.
Róża’s “Really?” comes out at the same time as Aron’s “Where?”
“Last I heard, they’ll be hosted there until their convent can be rebuilt, or—”
“Do you know if any children moved with them?” Róża asks.
“I imagine so; there was a recent communion.”
“Communion?”
“Can you tell us where?”
“The Nazareth’s nunnery is on ul. Swiętokrzyska at the far limit of Celestyn.”
They begin walking right away. Curled leaves rustle about their feet, blanketing the char and rubble. It is dusk by the time they reach the gate. Róża clasps the iron bars, cold on her fingers. Aron rings the bell. After a few minutes, a young nun habited with an all-white headdress and high boots comes over.
“May I help you?”
“We are searching for my daughter, Shira Chodorów,” Róża blurts.
“Who?”
Róża’s shame catches in her throat. “She … had a different name, I don’t—”
“I think I’d better get Mother Agnieszka.”
While they wait, Róża stares at a garden patch, tightly pruned and browning. When an older nun shuffles toward them, her heavy robes rustling, it distresses Róża to see a tremor in her face. As if, already, she is saying No.
“I’m Mother Agnieszka.”
“My daughter…” Róża swallows. “I didn’t realize she could have survived in the woods.…” She begins again. “In the barn, she was always humming and tapping. And when we were made to leave … I was given this card. I’ve come now…”
Róża stops. She sees a flicker of understanding, perhaps the recognition of their resemblance; then a downcast look in Mother Agnieszka’s eyes.
“I am terribly sorry. A rabbi and his wife offered to secure her a more appropriate placement. They were leaving, too. I thought it was best for Zosia to be among her people.”
Róża utters the name: “Zosia.” Aron is silent.
A different nun, who had drawn near, then rushed away, comes to them now with a garden spade in one hand, something disinterred in the other. “There was a particular spot near the hedges she visited often—when I saw the rock, I had a hunch she buried this there. I regret that I didn’t dig it up for her.”