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Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

Zosia scrambles to her feet. “Do you know my mother?” she asks him. Before he can answer, she turns to Mother Agnieszka. “Does he?”

Mother Agnieszka’s face furrows. She wraps Zosia in an embrace, then lets her go and turns briskly away. The rabbi takes Zosia’s hand in his. She keeps hold of it, dry but soft, and inhales the stale wool smell of his coat.

That afternoon, Zosia is packed up to go. She is told that she will finally be with her own people.

“My mother? Do you mean I will be with my mother?”

In every dream in which she leaves the convent, Zosia is nestled in her mother’s arms. What if she is supposed to wait here for her? Uncertain, she goes to stand before the stone statue of Mary and, for several minutes, presses her fingers to the carved folds of Mary’s robes. Kasia finds Zosia there and clings to her. Zosia clings back.

When Sister Alicja comes for her, Zosia breaks into sobs. She doesn’t understand where she is going. Can’t they bring her mother here? Why must she leave the people who care for her? Why must she let go of her truest friend?

As Sister Alicja ushers Zosia through the front hall, several sisters are gathered in the corridor, talking.

“How can it be better for her to be taken away from here, to be placed among strangers?”

“All I know is they have been annihilated. They must reclaim whoever is left.”

“But why her? She’s just one child! They speak of sending her to Palestine!”

There is a shuffle on the stair.

“Sister Olga, are you crying? For Zosia?”

“I was frightened. God forgive me, I know there was no excuse for my nosing around. Poor girl, where are they taking her?”

“We don’t know. We must trust in God’s will.”

Sisters Alicja and Nadzieja huddle around the carriage and take turns squeezing Zosia tight. Choking back tears, Sister Alicja loops the toggle buttons at the collar of Zosia’s coat. Sister Nadzieja hands Zosia a large duffel, the little violin concealed inside, to take with her.

It is only dusk, but already the moon is out. Zosia’s heart clamors. She reaches for her braid.

“Am I going to be with my mother?” Zosia asks.

Again the two nuns hug her, burying their faces in their sleeves. They have been like mothers, caring for her, giving her what she needs.

Again, Zosia bursts into tears.

In the coach, Zosia sits sniffling and puffy eyed beside the rabbi’s wife. Head scarf drawn tight, she seeks to soothe Zosia with a hand on her arm, her eyes soft. But with Sisters Alicja and Nadzieja turning back at the convent gate, Zosia feels a rising panic. Am I being taken to my mother or to strangers, like Sister Irena said?