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Chapters (60)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Part 1
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Part 2
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Part 3
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Part 4
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Note About Polish Surnames
  56. Translations
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Author’s Note
  59. About the Author
  60. Newsletter Sign-up

The lady crosses herself. Róża squeezes her eyes shut.

“Are you certain?”

“Yes.”

“Do you think it’s possible that any of them survived?”

The woman describes what she saw. A little boy’s body lying among the rubble. A nun’s veil billowing in the dust. Róża can’t accept it. Carriages were circling, and there were girls out near ul. Felicjanek. Perhaps Shira was injured, not dead. Róża sets out for the local hospital ward—corridors lined with limp, lopsided people, blinking up at the wavering lights—but does not find her there.

A Registry of Jewish Survivors opens in Celestyn. Róża pores over lists and sublists. Lidia accompanies her despite mounting pressure from neighbors—many of whom had appropriated apartments, furniture, and valuables left behind when people were taken—to stop helping “the Jew.”

There is no single compilation of names, so they have to search each list separately. There are stacks of them. They sit at a small table, piled high with papers. Names that bear any resemblance—the given names Shipra, Shir, Shiraz, Shirel, Shirli; the surnames Choda, Chodorkow, Chodorowski—drive Róża to despair. They are never paired up right, and the ages are way off, and she wonders: Did the sisters of the convent ever learn Shira’s real name?

“It’s no use. We’ll never find her this way.”

“You’re certain you don’t know the name they gave her?” Lidia asks.

“No.” She takes the bent, mud-stained card out of her pocket. “This was supposed to be enough.”

Róża can feel her face grow hot. She grips the table to steady herself. How could she have been so thoughtless, so stupid, as to not ask Shira’s assigned Christian name before letting her go? Róża buries her face in her hands.

Upon returning to the locksmith shop, they find shattered windows, the floor stippled with glass.

Róża hastens to pick up the shards. “I need to leave you. You’re not safe with me here.”

Head bowed, Lidia reaches for a broom.

When Russian soldiers sweep through the convent, Mother Agnieszka closes the children into the kitchen. Adela boldly pokes a finger into a bin of flour and tastes it, puckering her lips. Mother Agnieszka does not chide her. She doesn’t seem to notice the children at all. Her head is cocked toward the high window, her face alive with tremors as she listens for the sisters, scuttling through the halls, shutting themselves into their rooms.

Zosia hears the pounding of boots along the back corridor as soldiers move through the nuns’ quarters; the yank of a bedroom door; a sister’s high-pitched cry. Zosia steps nearer to Mother Agnieszka, but she’s in her own shivery trance, fingers circling rosary beads, lips muttering silent prayers.