Back The Wife
Chapters (90)
  1. Books by Shalini Boland
  2. Available in Audio
  3. Prologue
  4. One
  5. THEN
  6. Two
  7. NOW
  8. Three
  9. NOW
  10. Four
  11. THEN
  12. Five
  13. NOW
  14. Six
  15. NOW
  16. Seven
  17. EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO
  18. Eight
  19. NOW
  20. Nine
  21. NOW
  22. Ten
  23. THEN
  24. Eleven
  25. NOW
  26. Twelve
  27. NOW
  28. Thirteen
  29. EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO
  30. Fourteen
  31. NOW
  32. Fifteen
  33. NOW
  34. Sixteen
  35. THEN
  36. Seventeen
  37. NOW
  38. Eighteen
  39. NOW
  40. Nineteen
  41. NOW
  42. Twenty
  43. THEN
  44. Twenty-One
  45. NOW
  46. Twenty-Two
  47. NOW
  48. Twenty-Three
  49. NOW
  50. Twenty-Four
  51. NOW
  52. Twenty-Five
  53. THEN
  54. Twenty-Six
  55. NOW
  56. Twenty-Seven
  57. NOW
  58. Twenty-Eight
  59. NOW
  60. Twenty-Nine
  61. THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
  62. Thirty
  63. NOW
  64. Thirty-One
  65. THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
  66. Thirty-Two
  67. NOW
  68. Thirty-Three
  69. THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
  70. Thirty-Four
  71. NOW
  72. Thirty-Five
  73. NINE MONTHS LATER
  74. Epilogue
  75. The Secret Mother
  76. Hear more from Shalini
  77. Books by Shalini Boland
  78. Available in Audio
  79. A Letter from Shalini
  80. One of Us Is Lying
  81. The Other Daughter
  82. The Marriage Betrayal
  83. The Girl from the Sea
  84. The Best Friend
  85. The Perfect Family
  86. The Silent Sister
  87. The Millionaire’s Wife
  88. The Child Next Door
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. *

The freezing air shocks me for a moment, takes my breath and makes me shiver. I’m wearing black jeans, ballet pumps and a black chiffon top, and I’m soaked within seconds. But I ignore my discomfort, frantically glancing left and right in the hope that this time I’ll find her. The high street isn’t busy, but there’s no one around who looks vaguely like the woman I just locked eyes with. Maybe she went into a shop. How will I find her? I head up the road a little way, opening shop doors and glancing in, before moving on.

My teeth chatter as icy rain slides down my face. People are openly staring at me – the mad woman wearing inappropriate clothing in a freezing rain storm.

‘You’ll catch your death, dear.’ An elderly lady puts a hand on my arm as her umbrella strains against the wind. ‘Are you all right?’

‘I’m okay. I’m trying to find my sister. Have you seen anyone who looks a bit like me? She’s got an umbrella and her hood’s up.’ I realise I sound slightly manic and that these last two points apply to ninety-nine per cent of the people out today.

The woman shakes her head. ‘Sorry, no. You need a coat, dear. You’re shivering.’

‘I’ll be fine.’ But even as I say the words, I know what I’m doing is ridiculous. At this rate, I’ll make myself ill, and it’s clear that even if that was Dina, I’m not going to find her like this. Meanwhile, poor Jess is back in the salon still waiting for her blow-dry, and I’m not sure how I’m going to explain the soggy state I’m in.

The woman shakes her head and moves on down the road, occasionally glancing back at me. I’m still looking up and down the street in the hope of spotting Dina when my gaze lands on Jennifer, who’s leaning out of the salon doorway beckoning me back inside, her blonde hair being tugged from perfection by the gusting wind. I give one last cursory glance around me before jogging back down the road, heavy with disappointment. I can’t believe I let my sister elude me for a second time.

‘I’m so sorry.’ As I reach the shop porchway, I shiver out an apology to my boss.

‘What on earth are you doing out here?’ she cries with a worried frown. ‘You’re soaked through. You’re gonna get ill. And you just left your client sitting there. If there’s a problem or emergency, you should have told me!’

‘Honestly, I’m really sorry, Jen. I’ll finish her blow-dry now.’