I flatten myself against a tree, barely able to breathe. And then I realise that I recognise the woman. It’s Madeline. I don’t know whether to be relieved or not. They’re standing on the pavement; their heads close together. I didn’t think those two had the kind of relationship where they talked to one another alone. Unless… maybe he’s been speaking to her on my behalf? Trying to work out why she’s been standoffish with me. If that’s the case, then why didn’t he tell me? Instead, he lied and said he was working. Why would he have done that? They lean in towards one another but I’m too far away to tell if they’re giving one another a peck on the cheek or… or something more.

I realise a piece of undigested sandwich is lodged in my gullet and I have to cough to clear it. I thrust a shaking hand into my bag and pull out my water bottle, gulping down the icy liquid until my throat feels a little clearer.

I stay where I am, watching the two of them part ways. My husband heads to his work van and Madeline to her dark-green catering van parked further down the road. Should I call Toby? Have it out with him? Ask him why he and Madeline met in our house while no one else was there? But what if he lies and gives me some bullshit answer? He’s already lied to me once today. Shit. I check my watch. I’m due back in work. I’m already cutting it fine – my next appointment is in ten minutes.

I end up having to jog to the salon, arriving back hot and sweaty, my heart pumping from the exertion, but also from anxiety. How am I meant to work with so many questions swimming around my head?

All afternoon, as I chat to my clients, I find myself having to fake interest in their conversations. Normally I enjoy hearing about their loves and lives, as if I’m catching up with old friends. Not today though. Instead, I spend the remaining hours feeling sick to my stomach. This time it isn’t just Madeline I’m worried about – it’s Madeline and my husband. Is this the reason she’s been off with me? Are she and Toby… But I can’t even think it. Then why was she secretly meeting him?