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Chapters (90)
  1. Books by Shalini Boland
  2. Available in Audio
  3. Prologue
  4. One
  5. THEN
  6. Two
  7. NOW
  8. Three
  9. NOW
  10. Four
  11. THEN
  12. Five
  13. NOW
  14. Six
  15. NOW
  16. Seven
  17. EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO
  18. Eight
  19. NOW
  20. Nine
  21. NOW
  22. Ten
  23. THEN
  24. Eleven
  25. NOW
  26. Twelve
  27. NOW
  28. Thirteen
  29. EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO
  30. Fourteen
  31. NOW
  32. Fifteen
  33. NOW
  34. Sixteen
  35. THEN
  36. Seventeen
  37. NOW
  38. Eighteen
  39. NOW
  40. Nineteen
  41. NOW
  42. Twenty
  43. THEN
  44. Twenty-One
  45. NOW
  46. Twenty-Two
  47. NOW
  48. Twenty-Three
  49. NOW
  50. Twenty-Four
  51. NOW
  52. Twenty-Five
  53. THEN
  54. Twenty-Six
  55. NOW
  56. Twenty-Seven
  57. NOW
  58. Twenty-Eight
  59. NOW
  60. Twenty-Nine
  61. THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
  62. Thirty
  63. NOW
  64. Thirty-One
  65. THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
  66. Thirty-Two
  67. NOW
  68. Thirty-Three
  69. THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
  70. Thirty-Four
  71. NOW
  72. Thirty-Five
  73. NINE MONTHS LATER
  74. Epilogue
  75. The Secret Mother
  76. Hear more from Shalini
  77. Books by Shalini Boland
  78. Available in Audio
  79. A Letter from Shalini
  80. One of Us Is Lying
  81. The Other Daughter
  82. The Marriage Betrayal
  83. The Girl from the Sea
  84. The Best Friend
  85. The Perfect Family
  86. The Silent Sister
  87. The Millionaire’s Wife
  88. The Child Next Door
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. *

I now see that as well as Celia, Toby’s dad Malcolm and his elder brother Nick are also in the room, staring down at me, deep worry etched across their brows. Nick and Malcolm are both wearing grey suits, which seems strange, and I notice how similar they look, with their square frames and brown eyes. Nick’s hair not quite as grey as his dad’s. Toby, on the other hand, is leaner, taller and more classically handsome, his hair a rich mahogany.

‘You feel a little clammy, but your pulse is steady. I think you’ll be okay.’ Celia is a nurse, so if she says I’m okay, I guess I must be okay.

‘I can’t remember what happened.’

Celia looks up at her eldest son. ‘Nick, can you get Zoe a glass of water?’

‘Uh, sure.’

I notice Toby’s right leg is quivering, and his hands are trembling. He’s not the sort to get anxious, so his concern for me makes me love him even more. ‘Toby, you’re shaking!’

‘I was so worried.’ He swallows and leans in to kiss my forehead. ‘If anything happened to you I don’t know what I’d do.’

‘I’m fine, silly. Just a bit dizzy, that’s all. Tell him I’m okay, Celia.’

Toby glances at his mother and she gives him a comforting smile. ‘Relax, Toby. Zoe’s going to be just fine.’ Celia sits back on her haunches. ‘Well, this is an unusual wedding day.’ She raises an eyebrow and squeezes my hand.

‘Wedding day?’ Only now do I remember. That explains Celia’s hair, the suits, and – I peer down at myself – my lace wedding dress. ‘Oh no! It’s today! Did I wreck it? Is it too late?’ This time I manage to sit up despite my woozy head. ‘I can’t believe I—’

‘It’s okay,’ Toby interrupts. ‘We’ve still got time. The ceremony isn’t due to start for another’ – he checks his watch – ‘forty minutes.’

‘What happened? You said I fainted, but I don’t remember that at all. It’s so hazy… I was getting ready and then…’

‘Like Mum said, you hit the deck.’ Toby shakes his head. ‘Are you sure you can’t remember anything about it? That’s quite worrying, Zo.’

I frown and try to recall what happened, but my brain hurts. Little stabbing pains flit across my scalp, coming to rest above my eyes, where they throb and pulse like flickering lights. ‘Last thing I remember, I was getting ready. Celia, you were here with Lou and Becky, helping me get into my dress. That’s it. That’s the very last thing I remember.’

Nick returns and hands me a glass of water.