Chapters (90)
- Books by Shalini Boland
- Available in Audio
- Prologue
- One
- THEN
- Two
- NOW
- Three
- NOW
- Four
- THEN
- Five
- NOW
- Six
- NOW
- Seven
- EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO
- Eight
- NOW
- Nine
- NOW
- Ten
- THEN
- Eleven
- NOW
- Twelve
- NOW
- Thirteen
- EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO
- Fourteen
- NOW
- Fifteen
- NOW
- Sixteen
- THEN
- Seventeen
- NOW
- Eighteen
- NOW
- Nineteen
- NOW
- Twenty
- THEN
- Twenty-One
- NOW
- Twenty-Two
- NOW
- Twenty-Three
- NOW
- Twenty-Four
- NOW
- Twenty-Five
- THEN
- Twenty-Six
- NOW
- Twenty-Seven
- NOW
- Twenty-Eight
- NOW
- Twenty-Nine
- THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
- Thirty
- NOW
- Thirty-One
- THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
- Thirty-Two
- NOW
- Thirty-Three
- THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
- Thirty-Four
- NOW
- Thirty-Five
- NINE MONTHS LATER
- Epilogue
- The Secret Mother
- Hear more from Shalini
- Books by Shalini Boland
- Available in Audio
- A Letter from Shalini
- One of Us Is Lying
- The Other Daughter
- The Marriage Betrayal
- The Girl from the Sea
- The Best Friend
- The Perfect Family
- The Silent Sister
- The Millionaire’s Wife
- The Child Next Door
- Acknowledgements
- *
To my frustration, I can’t move anything else, just my eyelids. Celia and Malcolm are still holding me in place on the chair but are now staring in horror at the opening door. The overhead lights come on, bathing the room in brightness. The noose is taut around my neck. The cramps in my stomach are unbearable and my breathing is so shallow, I’m afraid my lungs are going to give out at any second.
A man stands in the doorway – he’s wearing the hotel uniform and his face is a mask of shock.
‘The police, man!’ Dad yells at him. ‘Call the police! Don’t just stand there!’
‘Yes, yes, of course!’ The man blinks and disappears.
Dad rushes over and all I can see is the top of his head as he yanks Malcolm off the dining chair, then holds him upright by his shirt and punches him square in the face. Malcolm doubles over, clutching his nose, blood spilling down onto his trousers. I would cheer if I could.
Next, Dad clambers up onto the armchair with me and loosens the rope around my neck. He then wraps one arm around me, supporting my body, and throws off the noose with the other. I crumple against him.
Celia appears to be frozen by my side, her hands still seeming to hold me up, although Dad is bearing my full weight now. She finally gathers her senses and lets go of me, gingerly stepping down off the dining chair and crouching down next to her husband.
‘Zoe! Zoe, love!’ Dad stares into my eyes and I’m desperate to explain what’s going on. But all I can do is gaze at him helplessly. ‘Talk to me! Are you okay?’ I blink at him. He shifts position slightly, scoops me up into his arms and carefully steps down off the armchair onto the floor with me.
Celia has begun gathering her paraphernalia from the bed and stuffing it into the rucksack. ‘We found her like that, up on the chair,’ she lies. ‘Why on earth did you hit Malcolm? We were trying to help her, you silly man!’
‘Fine,’ Dad replies. ‘You can tell that to the police when they get here. I’m sure they’ll be interested in why you’re both wearing gloves, and why Malcolm has plastic bags tied over his shoes.’ Even in my incapacitated state, I’m marvelling at how calm yet scathing my dad is managing to be.
‘The police?’ Celia scoffs. ‘That’s not necessary.’
‘Necessary or not,’ Dad replies, ‘they’re calling them now.’
Celia bends to help up her husband.
‘I think he broke my nose,’ Malcolm mutters as he staggers to his feet.
Celia whips something up off the floor, clumsily trying to shove it into Malcolm’s bag.