Back The Wife
Chapters (90)
  1. Books by Shalini Boland
  2. Available in Audio
  3. Prologue
  4. One
  5. THEN
  6. Two
  7. NOW
  8. Three
  9. NOW
  10. Four
  11. THEN
  12. Five
  13. NOW
  14. Six
  15. NOW
  16. Seven
  17. EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO
  18. Eight
  19. NOW
  20. Nine
  21. NOW
  22. Ten
  23. THEN
  24. Eleven
  25. NOW
  26. Twelve
  27. NOW
  28. Thirteen
  29. EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO
  30. Fourteen
  31. NOW
  32. Fifteen
  33. NOW
  34. Sixteen
  35. THEN
  36. Seventeen
  37. NOW
  38. Eighteen
  39. NOW
  40. Nineteen
  41. NOW
  42. Twenty
  43. THEN
  44. Twenty-One
  45. NOW
  46. Twenty-Two
  47. NOW
  48. Twenty-Three
  49. NOW
  50. Twenty-Four
  51. NOW
  52. Twenty-Five
  53. THEN
  54. Twenty-Six
  55. NOW
  56. Twenty-Seven
  57. NOW
  58. Twenty-Eight
  59. NOW
  60. Twenty-Nine
  61. THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
  62. Thirty
  63. NOW
  64. Thirty-One
  65. THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
  66. Thirty-Two
  67. NOW
  68. Thirty-Three
  69. THE DAY OF THE WEDDING
  70. Thirty-Four
  71. NOW
  72. Thirty-Five
  73. NINE MONTHS LATER
  74. Epilogue
  75. The Secret Mother
  76. Hear more from Shalini
  77. Books by Shalini Boland
  78. Available in Audio
  79. A Letter from Shalini
  80. One of Us Is Lying
  81. The Other Daughter
  82. The Marriage Betrayal
  83. The Girl from the Sea
  84. The Best Friend
  85. The Perfect Family
  86. The Silent Sister
  87. The Millionaire’s Wife
  88. The Child Next Door
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. *

After a while, Celia takes a breath. She looks at me and purses her lips. ‘You’ve probably realised by now that what I gave you wasn’t simply a sedative.’

I try to glare at her, but I can’t even do that. My eyes remain open, but I can’t move them at all – not to close them, or even blink. They’re dry and uncomfortable, unlike my mouth, which is now filling with saliva that’s dribbling down my chin.

‘It’s a shame it’s come to this, Zoe, but if you really are starting to get your memory back, then you haven’t left us with much of a choice.’ Celia tilts her head as though commiserating with me.

Malcolm is removing a pack of blue silicone gloves from his bag, similar to the pair that Celia is wearing. He opens the plastic packaging and pulls them on one finger at a time. The sight of them makes me want to cry with fear.

‘I’ve enjoyed having you as a daughter-in-law,’ she continues, ‘and you’ve given us two beautiful grandchildren. So for that, we’re grateful. But right now, I have to consider the safety and wellbeing of my sons.’

Celia gets to her feet.

‘I gave you some sleeping tablets earlier to keep you in your room, which is why you’ve been feeling so woozy. And I think they might have brought on a bit of a panic attack. I’ve also injected you with a neuromuscular blocking agent,’ she explains impassively. ‘Right now, it’s in the process of paralysing your limbs and vocal chords. Unfortunately I’m not an anaesthetist so I may not have got the dosage exactly right. Naturally, I did my research, but it’s not the same as having done it on a live patient. Ordinarily, you’d have been intubated with oxygen to help you breathe, in case you have a reaction to it, but obviously that’s impossible here, so I’ve just had to make do and hope for the best. Sorry about that.’ She pauses. ‘Just be aware, there’s a chance you may stop breathing.’

If I could sob or beg for mercy, I’d be doing it right now. I’d be pleading and crying. Appealing to her conscience, even though I now realise she hasn’t got one.

While Celia’s talking, Malcolm extracts a blue nylon rope from his bag. I wonder if they’re going to use it to tie me to the chair. Although I don’t know why they would need to do that after Celia has already incapacitated me.