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Contents ( 112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. May 19, 2015, 5:59 A.M.
  4. Home
  5. 1 | Karina
  6. 2007
  7. 2 | Jaya
  8. 2008
  9. 3 | Keith
  10. April 2009
  11. 4 | Jaya
  12. May 2009
  13. 5 | Karina
  14. June 2009
  15. 6 | Prem
  16. 7 | Jaya
  17. June 2009
  18. 8 | Karina
  19. June 2009
  20. 9 | Keith
  21. June 2009
  22. 10 | Karina
  23. July 2009
  24. 11 | Jaya
  25. July 2009
  26. 12 | Karina
  27. August 2009
  28. 13 | Keith
  29. August 2009
  30. 14 | Karina
  31. January 2010
  32. 15 | Keith
  33. May 2010
  34. 16 | Karina
  35. 2011–2013
  36. 17 | Prem
  37. Away
  38. 18 | The Olanders
  39. September 2013
  40. 19 | Karina
  41. September 2013
  42. 20 | Karina
  43. January 2014
  44. 21 | Keith
  45. August 2014
  46. 22 | Jaya
  47. August 2014
  48. 23 | Prem
  49. 24 | Karina
  50. September 2014
  51. 25 | Karina
  52. October 2014
  53. 26 | Karina
  54. October 2014
  55. 27 | Karina
  56. November 2014
  57. 28 | The Olanders
  58. December 2014
  59. 29 | Prem
  60. Sanctuary
  61. 30 | Karina
  62. January 1, 2015
  63. 31 | Karina
  64. January 2, 2015
  65. 32 | Karina
  66. January 3, 2015
  67. 33 | The Olanders
  68. February 2015
  69. 34 | Karina
  70. February 2015
  71. 35 | Prem
  72. 36 | Serotina
  73. February 2015
  74. 37 | Serotina
  75. March 2015
  76. 38 | The Olanders
  77. April 2015
  78. 39 | Serotina
  79. April 2015
  80. 40 | Serotina
  81. April 2015
  82. 41 | Serotina
  83. April 30, 2015
  84. 42 | Keith
  85. May 5, 2015
  86. 43 | Serotina
  87. May 16, 2015
  88. 44 | Jaya
  89. May 16, 2015
  90. 45 | Serotina
  91. May 17, 2015
  92. 46 | Serotina
  93. May 18, 2015
  94. 47 | Prem
  95. Found
  96. 48 | The Olanders
  97. May 19, 2015, 12:30 P.M.
  98. 49 | The Olanders
  99. May 2016
  100. 50 | Prem
  101. Acknowledgments
  102. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  103. About the Author
  104. Meet Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  105. About the Book
  106. Behind the Book
  107. Read On
  108. An Excerpt from The Golden Son
  109. Praise for The Shape of Family
  110. Also by Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  111. Copyright
  112. About the Publisher

“Yeah, mine too.” Karina’s words, though true, rang hollow to her own ears.

“Should we go downstairs?” Stephanie said, glancing at her watch. “It’s almost seven.”

In the spacious dorm lobby, Karina was struck by how many of the girls gathered there looked similar, with long, pin-straight hair, mostly blond—the kind of hair she’d always coveted, the opposite of hers. Karina caught bits of conversations about beaches, bars, sorority rush, parties later that night. Some of the girls seemed to know each other already. She looked around for a familiar face, though she knew that no one from her high school had enrolled at UCSB. They sat through a rundown of the dorm’s rules and procedures, then the meeting concluded with an icebreaker: they were supposed to talk to as many people as they could in five minutes and share one unique fact about themselves with each person. As soon as the bell rang, an Indian girl Karina had noticed on the other side of the room made a beeline for her.

“Hi, I’m Priya Patel. Pre-med. And no, my parents don’t own a motel.” She smiled conspiratorially. “That’s two facts. How about you?”

“I’m Karina, from Los Altos.”

“Huh. I’m from Fremont. I’ve never seen you at the ICC.” Priya frowned when Karina looked confused. “The Indian Community Center?” she said, with a touch of sarcasm. “Haven’t you been? God, my family practically lives there on the weekends.” Priya glanced down at Karina’s name tag and winced. “Oh . . . sorry, I thought . . .”

“I’m half Indian. My mom,” Karina said. “But I’ve never been to the ICC.”

“Consider yourself lucky,” Priya said. Just then, the bell rang, indicating that only one minute was left. “Well, nice to meet you.”

Karina felt both relieved and disappointed when they parted. The next girl she turned to had that sleek blond hair. “I’m Jessie,” she said to Karina. “Short for Jessica. And I’m the youngest of seven.” She nodded and smiled knowingly. “Yup. Three brothers and three sisters. I’m the caboose. My folks are counting the days till their last tuition bill. How about you? Any siblings?”

“Oh, I . . . I’m Karina, from Los Altos,” Karina said, as her mind raced. She was accustomed to being around people who knew her whole story and avoided the topic entirely. “I’m an only child, actually.” She knew she didn’t owe anything to a stranger, and yet the words felt disloyal out of her mouth.

“Oh. Sometimes I think that would be nice,” Jessie quipped, but a flicker of pity seemed to cross her face.

Karina made her way through the crowd back to Stephanie, who was speaking lightning-fast Spanish with another girl. She stood awkwardly by until the bell rang again and the meeting concluded. Stephanie and her new friend hugged and promised, in Spanish, to see each other soon. Karina returned to her room with Stephanie, who seemed nearly as out of place in that sea of girls as she did. Nearly, but not quite. Karina’s club of two in the world had been reduced to one, and suddenly she felt very alone.