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Contents ( 112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. May 19, 2015, 5:59 A.M.
  4. Home
  5. 1 | Karina
  6. 2007
  7. 2 | Jaya
  8. 2008
  9. 3 | Keith
  10. April 2009
  11. 4 | Jaya
  12. May 2009
  13. 5 | Karina
  14. June 2009
  15. 6 | Prem
  16. 7 | Jaya
  17. June 2009
  18. 8 | Karina
  19. June 2009
  20. 9 | Keith
  21. June 2009
  22. 10 | Karina
  23. July 2009
  24. 11 | Jaya
  25. July 2009
  26. 12 | Karina
  27. August 2009
  28. 13 | Keith
  29. August 2009
  30. 14 | Karina
  31. January 2010
  32. 15 | Keith
  33. May 2010
  34. 16 | Karina
  35. 2011–2013
  36. 17 | Prem
  37. Away
  38. 18 | The Olanders
  39. September 2013
  40. 19 | Karina
  41. September 2013
  42. 20 | Karina
  43. January 2014
  44. 21 | Keith
  45. August 2014
  46. 22 | Jaya
  47. August 2014
  48. 23 | Prem
  49. 24 | Karina
  50. September 2014
  51. 25 | Karina
  52. October 2014
  53. 26 | Karina
  54. October 2014
  55. 27 | Karina
  56. November 2014
  57. 28 | The Olanders
  58. December 2014
  59. 29 | Prem
  60. Sanctuary
  61. 30 | Karina
  62. January 1, 2015
  63. 31 | Karina
  64. January 2, 2015
  65. 32 | Karina
  66. January 3, 2015
  67. 33 | The Olanders
  68. February 2015
  69. 34 | Karina
  70. February 2015
  71. 35 | Prem
  72. 36 | Serotina
  73. February 2015
  74. 37 | Serotina
  75. March 2015
  76. 38 | The Olanders
  77. April 2015
  78. 39 | Serotina
  79. April 2015
  80. 40 | Serotina
  81. April 2015
  82. 41 | Serotina
  83. April 30, 2015
  84. 42 | Keith
  85. May 5, 2015
  86. 43 | Serotina
  87. May 16, 2015
  88. 44 | Jaya
  89. May 16, 2015
  90. 45 | Serotina
  91. May 17, 2015
  92. 46 | Serotina
  93. May 18, 2015
  94. 47 | Prem
  95. Found
  96. 48 | The Olanders
  97. May 19, 2015, 12:30 P.M.
  98. 49 | The Olanders
  99. May 2016
  100. 50 | Prem
  101. Acknowledgments
  102. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  103. About the Author
  104. Meet Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  105. About the Book
  106. Behind the Book
  107. Read On
  108. An Excerpt from The Golden Son
  109. Praise for The Shape of Family
  110. Also by Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  111. Copyright
  112. About the Publisher

It took over three months for the police to fully process the Sanctuary as a crime scene, during which they confiscated forty pounds of unlicensed cannabis and discovered one body buried in a shallow grave behind the stables. There was not enough evidence to charge any of the other residents with the crimes that transpired. Karina has tried to track some of them down, insisting they are still her friends, but most seem to have disappeared. There are rumors they have regrouped in a new house under a new leader, somewhere outside Calabasas.

Once the property was finally vacated, the landlord, Joe Petrosyan, sold it at a bargain price to an overseas buyer who had been looking for just such a piece of land in Rancho Paraiso to build a world-class equestrian facility for her dressage competitors. To protect property values and privacy, the community board quickly voted to change the name of the road on which the Sanctuary was located, so that the group was not only disbanded but written out of history.

Although Keith had a hard time adjusting to his newly unemployed status, the past year has been a gift in many ways. Primarily, it has been a chance to focus on Karina. He comes over to the house every day, and they feel like a family again in the best possible way. He and Karina took some cooking classes, and they have learned to make more vegetarian meals: lentil stews, tofu curries and cauliflower steaks, which Jaya appreciates with a hearty appetite. But some things haven’t changed: when they order pizza on Friday nights, he and Karina still polish off a whole pepperoni pie between them. It all reminds him—though in a different way—of those early days in London when he and Jaya discovered food together as they learned how to be a couple. Now, it is the three of them, a re-formed unit, learning how to shape themselves around a missing piece without losing themselves to it.

Keith sold his condo, which had appreciated considerably with Silicon Valley’s growth, and moved into a simpler duplex close to Jaya’s house in Los Altos. These days, he only returns to his place to sleep anyway, and the move has given him greater financial security after paying the SEC penalties he incurred. In the end, neither of his remaining family members derived much benefit from the money he’d worked so hard to amass. Jaya has always believed too much money is corrupting, and Karina was eager for her financial independence. That single illegal trade was driven more by his ego, truthfully, than anything else. And it was that ego that drove a wedge between him and Jaya, even him and Karina—his limited ability to value them for who they were, rather than who they could be. He has come to these realizations painfully, working with the therapist they each see individually and also together as a family. They have all been speaking more honestly than ever before, and sometimes that is shockingly painful—more painful even than the therapy after Prem died. But their honesty is buying them something more valuable than the pain it causes: a way to move forward, a way to forgive each other and themselves, a future as a family rather than just three individuals.