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Contents ( 112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. May 19, 2015, 5:59 A.M.
  4. Home
  5. 1 | Karina
  6. 2007
  7. 2 | Jaya
  8. 2008
  9. 3 | Keith
  10. April 2009
  11. 4 | Jaya
  12. May 2009
  13. 5 | Karina
  14. June 2009
  15. 6 | Prem
  16. 7 | Jaya
  17. June 2009
  18. 8 | Karina
  19. June 2009
  20. 9 | Keith
  21. June 2009
  22. 10 | Karina
  23. July 2009
  24. 11 | Jaya
  25. July 2009
  26. 12 | Karina
  27. August 2009
  28. 13 | Keith
  29. August 2009
  30. 14 | Karina
  31. January 2010
  32. 15 | Keith
  33. May 2010
  34. 16 | Karina
  35. 2011–2013
  36. 17 | Prem
  37. Away
  38. 18 | The Olanders
  39. September 2013
  40. 19 | Karina
  41. September 2013
  42. 20 | Karina
  43. January 2014
  44. 21 | Keith
  45. August 2014
  46. 22 | Jaya
  47. August 2014
  48. 23 | Prem
  49. 24 | Karina
  50. September 2014
  51. 25 | Karina
  52. October 2014
  53. 26 | Karina
  54. October 2014
  55. 27 | Karina
  56. November 2014
  57. 28 | The Olanders
  58. December 2014
  59. 29 | Prem
  60. Sanctuary
  61. 30 | Karina
  62. January 1, 2015
  63. 31 | Karina
  64. January 2, 2015
  65. 32 | Karina
  66. January 3, 2015
  67. 33 | The Olanders
  68. February 2015
  69. 34 | Karina
  70. February 2015
  71. 35 | Prem
  72. 36 | Serotina
  73. February 2015
  74. 37 | Serotina
  75. March 2015
  76. 38 | The Olanders
  77. April 2015
  78. 39 | Serotina
  79. April 2015
  80. 40 | Serotina
  81. April 2015
  82. 41 | Serotina
  83. April 30, 2015
  84. 42 | Keith
  85. May 5, 2015
  86. 43 | Serotina
  87. May 16, 2015
  88. 44 | Jaya
  89. May 16, 2015
  90. 45 | Serotina
  91. May 17, 2015
  92. 46 | Serotina
  93. May 18, 2015
  94. 47 | Prem
  95. Found
  96. 48 | The Olanders
  97. May 19, 2015, 12:30 P.M.
  98. 49 | The Olanders
  99. May 2016
  100. 50 | Prem
  101. Acknowledgments
  102. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  103. About the Author
  104. Meet Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  105. About the Book
  106. Behind the Book
  107. Read On
  108. An Excerpt from The Golden Son
  109. Praise for The Shape of Family
  110. Also by Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  111. Copyright
  112. About the Publisher

August dropped the stump of his cigarette onto the patio and took a new one out of the package.

Serotina followed the path toward the stables and slowed her breath as she tried to compose herself. She checked the feed trough and noticed that Buddy was still not eating much. It had been a couple of weeks since she had noticed the lump near his mouth, which was still there. She began to brush out his coat and Buddy nickered quietly. She felt unsettled by August’s reaction, and hurt that he had dismissed her so brusquely. Suddenly, the music from the house stopped with a loud crashing noise, and moments later, a door slammed. She peered out the window to see August storm out of the house. He was heading down the path toward the stables, and she was about to go to him when she saw Micah chase after him. Sero drew back into the stable, where she could watch through the open window, out of view.

“August!” Micah shouted, catching up to August outside the stable. “Hold up, Auggie! C’mon, man. You can’t be mad at me.”

“I can’t?” August yelled. “I’m a fucking addict, Micah. You know that. You brought me here because it was a safe place. I’ve been clean over a year—”

“Dude, this isn’t coke or heroin we’re talking about—it’s weed.”

“Doesn’t matter, Micah. It’s still a drug!”

“We have liquor in the house, and that’s a drug. Did you have champagne tonight, August, or am I mistaken about that?”

“Fuck you, man!” August spat, pulling the box of cigarettes from his shirt pocket. “You’re a fucking hypocrite.”

“And nicotine? You think that’s not a drug? Don’t fool yourself. I’m not the hypocrite here.”

August pointed an unlit cigarette at Micah. “I see through you. She may not, but I see right fucking through you.”

Micah turned his head slightly and considered August. “Ah, so that’s what this is about?”

“You know damn well what it’s about.” August’s voice was tight and angry. He stood with his back to the stable, facing Micah.

“Listen, man,” Micah said. “We are all free to exercise our will, to be our own people. Zoe is free to make her own choices. The two of us go way back, man, before you were even here. There’s a deep connection between us. It’s undeniable.”

Sero sank down to her knees as she unfolded Micah’s words, the same ones he’d used to describe the two of them. A hot flush of shame rose to her face, and she dropped her head into her hands.

“I’m sorry you’re hurt,” Micah said, “but you know everyone here loves you. Zoe loves you. I love you.”

“Why her, Micah? You can have anyone. Why her? I just can’t—” His voice broke off and he began to sob. “I thought this was my home. I thought you were my friend, man.”

“We are all free, Auggie. All of us. You are too.”

“Yeah, well,” August said, his voice turning harsh again. “Then I’m getting the fuck out of here.” He spat the words in Micah’s direction. “And Zoe’s coming with me.”