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Contents ( 112)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. May 19, 2015, 5:59 A.M.
  4. Home
  5. 1 | Karina
  6. 2007
  7. 2 | Jaya
  8. 2008
  9. 3 | Keith
  10. April 2009
  11. 4 | Jaya
  12. May 2009
  13. 5 | Karina
  14. June 2009
  15. 6 | Prem
  16. 7 | Jaya
  17. June 2009
  18. 8 | Karina
  19. June 2009
  20. 9 | Keith
  21. June 2009
  22. 10 | Karina
  23. July 2009
  24. 11 | Jaya
  25. July 2009
  26. 12 | Karina
  27. August 2009
  28. 13 | Keith
  29. August 2009
  30. 14 | Karina
  31. January 2010
  32. 15 | Keith
  33. May 2010
  34. 16 | Karina
  35. 2011–2013
  36. 17 | Prem
  37. Away
  38. 18 | The Olanders
  39. September 2013
  40. 19 | Karina
  41. September 2013
  42. 20 | Karina
  43. January 2014
  44. 21 | Keith
  45. August 2014
  46. 22 | Jaya
  47. August 2014
  48. 23 | Prem
  49. 24 | Karina
  50. September 2014
  51. 25 | Karina
  52. October 2014
  53. 26 | Karina
  54. October 2014
  55. 27 | Karina
  56. November 2014
  57. 28 | The Olanders
  58. December 2014
  59. 29 | Prem
  60. Sanctuary
  61. 30 | Karina
  62. January 1, 2015
  63. 31 | Karina
  64. January 2, 2015
  65. 32 | Karina
  66. January 3, 2015
  67. 33 | The Olanders
  68. February 2015
  69. 34 | Karina
  70. February 2015
  71. 35 | Prem
  72. 36 | Serotina
  73. February 2015
  74. 37 | Serotina
  75. March 2015
  76. 38 | The Olanders
  77. April 2015
  78. 39 | Serotina
  79. April 2015
  80. 40 | Serotina
  81. April 2015
  82. 41 | Serotina
  83. April 30, 2015
  84. 42 | Keith
  85. May 5, 2015
  86. 43 | Serotina
  87. May 16, 2015
  88. 44 | Jaya
  89. May 16, 2015
  90. 45 | Serotina
  91. May 17, 2015
  92. 46 | Serotina
  93. May 18, 2015
  94. 47 | Prem
  95. Found
  96. 48 | The Olanders
  97. May 19, 2015, 12:30 P.M.
  98. 49 | The Olanders
  99. May 2016
  100. 50 | Prem
  101. Acknowledgments
  102. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  103. About the Author
  104. Meet Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  105. About the Book
  106. Behind the Book
  107. Read On
  108. An Excerpt from The Golden Son
  109. Praise for The Shape of Family
  110. Also by Shilpi Somaya Gowda
  111. Copyright
  112. About the Publisher

“I’ll teach that fucking dog a lesson,” Rufus said, slamming a rock onto the ground. “Eye for an eye, man. Life for a life.”

Sero looked over at Micah, expecting him to defuse Rufus.

“Ah.” Micah pointed at Rufus. “The ancient Mesopotamian saying, from King Hammurabi’s Code: ‘to make justice visible in the land.’” He held one fist in the air. “I’ll tell you what I’m willing to do for our vision. I’m willing to work, night and day. To write as many letters as it takes and go to as many meetings as I have to. I’m willing to take on the worries and stresses for every person here, to carry them and solve them, so that you”—he pointed around the circle, capturing each of them in his sweep—“you can all focus on making the Sanctuary the best place it can be.”

“I’m going to make sure our new chicks are safe and grow up to be great layers,” Zoe called out, and Micah beamed at her.

“I’ll go to the farmers’ market twice every weekend,” David offered. “Different markets, Saturday and Sunday, to bring in more money for our produce and eggs.”

“Does it help, Micah, when we fast?” Ericka said. “It feels like we’re all in solidarity behind you, but does it help?”

Micah smiled at her. “It does, Ericka. It really does.”

“Let’s do it tomorrow, all of us. We can fast for twenty-four hours, until the welcome dinner,” Ericka proposed, and others agreed. “I might go for two days this time.” She beamed at Micah.

* * *

Sero moved restlessly around her bedroom that night. After dinner, Micah had said that group circle had given him another migraine, so she was alone in this room for perhaps the last time before her new roommates arrived. Sero hadn’t lived with anyone since Stephanie Cortez in her college dorm. She felt a small pang for their tiny room and the camaraderie they’d shared, eating bowls of spiced-up noodles and rice late at night as they shared stories of their families and lives. The last time she’d seen Stephanie was on that first visit to the community garden, with the windfall of poblano peppers. That moment, branching to her current life at the Sanctuary, seemed so long ago.

Suddenly, she remembered the fast she’d be doing the next day and realized she was hungry now. How was Ericka going to fast for two full days? She had the bone structure of a bird and was barely a hundred pounds as it was. In the last month, her face had been losing the apple roundness of her cheeks and had begun to look chiseled. But she seemed so happy and dedicated that Sero had refrained from saying anything to her.

She had mentioned to Micah a few days earlier that maybe Ericka was becoming too lean, but he countered her. “Sero, you’re just so used to seeing obese Americans. Eating fewer calories is actually better for you, helps you live longer. It’s been scientifically proven.” And it was true, Sero discovered when she later looked it up on her laptop. In many studies, calorie restriction was associated with increased life span and health. This discovery just increased Sero’s confusion and guilt over not fasting as often herself.