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  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

“And to think I’ve lived my whole life without that and have gotten by totally fine.” Frankie looked around. “But she’s not here, so why is that even relevant?”

“It’s relevant because when you’re in a relationship, you try to meet the other person’s needs!” Ezra threw his arms up as if his point were so obvious that he couldn’t believe he had to state it.

“Like I don’t know that,” Frankie said.

“Do you?” Ezra said more loudly, and now she could see this was about significantly more than his stupid girlfriend.

“Of course I do. You know, you don’t know anything about me anymore either.”

“Fine!” Ezra said. “That is actually totally fine! Have you noticed you haven’t heard from me? That, like, I haven’t messaged you on AOL?”

“I’m not even on AOL messenger!” Frankie said, as if that made her side of the argument more potent.

“Jesus Christ,” Ezra yelled, louder than Frankie had ever heard for the whole of their two-year relationship. He really was different; he really had changed. “Why are we still doing this? I have a girlfriend I love, and a job offer in San Francisco—”

“I don’t know, Ezra, why are we still doing this?” Frankie yelled back. “I spent the past ten years of my life in total bliss without you!” This wasn’t true, but Frankie didn’t think Ezra would be any the wiser.

Above them, they heard the window open again, and they both cocked their heads north and quieted. Three books came barreling down, spines open, pages flapping, followed by, “Get a fucking room, lovebirds!” then the window slamming shut.

Frankie pressed herself against the brick facade, but Ezra raised his hands over his head, then realized he was still in the line of fire, when another book—a hardcover, no less—smacked him right in the middle of his shoulder blades, sending him barreling forward and straight into her.

They both froze. Ezra’s hands flattened against the brick wall on both sides of her face, Frankie’s wide eyes matching his right in front of her. She felt his breath on her cheek, and for a moment, they breathed together, and honest to God, Frankie wondered if he were going to kiss her. Or she was going to kiss him. She didn’t know where the instinct came from. It felt animalistic, reckless, totally inappropriate, and yet it rose up in her all the same.

After a beat or two, Ezra broke the spell and gingerly eased a step back.

“You know what, Frankie? This isn’t working. I don’t know what happened last night. I don’t care that my grandmother’s ring is tethered to your finger. I don’t know if we’re married, and I don’t know where our phones are, and I don’t know if we slept together—though I pray we did not.” He took a slow breath, and she narrowed her eyes at him. “But what I do know is that this is a waste of my time. I’ve grown up enough to know that. I have to go find Mimi. I have to go clean up. I have a million better things to do than stand here relitigating my past with a girl who never wanted to be a part of my future.”