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Contents ( 101)
  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

“I left you a present,” Frankie said.

“A present? I told you, I don’t need anything.” Ezra flopped on the bed.

“I know,” she said. “But that’s the fun of it. Giving you something that you want, not that you need.”

Ezra grunted because his face was smashed against a pillow, and his exhaustion was rising like a tide.

“No, no,” Frankie cried. “Sit up! Wake up! I made something for you.”

At this, Ezra cracked his eyes open. “You made something for me?”

“Stand up. Go to the kitchen.”

Ezra lumbered forward and did as he was told.

“Ok,” she said, and Ezra thought she sounded nervous, which was actually adorable. “Move the Froot Loops. There’s something behind them, just for you.”

“You planned all of this in advance?” Ezra asked. “Before we even left for London?”

“Oh, shut up,” Frankie deflected.

“Is this, dare I say, a grand gesture?”

Frankie huffed, but her heart wasn’t in it, her sincerity overcoming any sense of indignation. “Look, do you see it or not?” she asked.

Ezra moved the Froot Loops and tucked his hand into the back of the pantry shelf, his fingers landing on something smooth and thin. He slid it out and opened the square plastic case. It was a CD. On it, Frankie had written: Happy Birthday Ezra. He was so shocked, so moved, that he found himself blinking back tears.

“Is this yours?” he said. “I mean, did you write something, record something?”

“I did,” she said quietly. “But only for you, not for anything big.”

Lately, mostly on weekends, Frankie had started easing back onto the piano bench, playing again for the joy of it.

“You wrote me a song,” Ezra said.

“Oh God, please don’t make me regret it,” Frankie replied, but they both knew that she wouldn’t.

Ezra padded over to the stereo system, just as Frankie said, “Oh no, no, I can’t be on the phone when you listen to it. I’d rather die.”

“Don’t die,” Ezra said. “Not when we’re just getting started.”

“I won’t die, but let me hang up first, ok?”

“But to be clear, this is a grand gesture,” Ezra said.

“It’s a medium gesture,” Frankie said. And Ezra laughed because he could live with that. Then she told him that the band needed her back in the studio, which was absurd because it was the middle of the night, but he knew she was too embarrassed to linger on the line while he played the music she wrote for him. So he said good night, and she said good night, and then they clicked goodbye, and even though they were five thousand miles apart, it wasn’t a goodbye at all.

Then Ezra slipped the CD into the stereo, and he allowed himself to take in the moment, to absorb his righteous, hard-earned happiness. And then, in what felt like a small miracle given how far they’d come, he pressed PLAY.