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  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

“Hey,” he said, stepping toward her. “Whatever it is, I’m here.”

Frankie took a long look at him. Then hiccupped.

“I’m not moving to New York,” she said. “I should have told you that earlier. I mean, I tried to. Really. But I shouldn’t have pretended otherwise. I wanted to make you happy.” She shrugged. “But I’m moving to LA.”

Ezra felt a shock to his system. Even ten years later, with his grandmother’s ring in his palm and Mimi out front onstage waiting for him, he could remember that. How he felt like the bottom was falling out.

“What? Wait, LA?” Ezra tried to recalculate, recalibrate. Whether he could go with her, but he knew he couldn’t; why would she suddenly have such a change of heart, if it had been changed at all?

She stood quickly. “This isn’t how I wanted to tell you.”

“This is why you were crying at Burton? Because you are going to LA?” Ezra tried to take comfort in that. “We can fly back and forth; we’ll make it work.”

Her eyes found his. No, it was more than that. He understood this intuitively. It would take a wrecking ball to break Frankie Harriman, so whatever it was, it was about significantly more than putting three thousand miles between them.

“Do you . . . I mean . . . is it for a job?” Ezra asked.

Frankie nodded. “Yes.”

“One you can’t do from New York?” He paused. None of this was making any sense.

“I tried to tell you,” she said again. “I can’t go back there. I can’t live the life that my parents did; I don’t want the life my parents had.” Her voice elevated and cracked.

He stepped toward her, ran his hands over her shoulders, then down her arms.

“Frankie, we’re nothing like your parents. Who ever said that we have to be anything like them?”

Her face fell again, and he saw her fight it but she couldn’t, and then she started to cry.

“Ezra,” she said, right before she dropped the bomb that would change everything. “I’m pregnant.”

Tonight, on New Year’s Eve, at April and Connor’s wedding, Ezra remembered all of this. He remembered how weeks later, and even months and years after, he would wonder if she would have told him. If he hadn’t tracked her down at Steinway, if he hadn’t tried to help. Even after their ugly split, he’d wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt, but with Frankie, that wasn’t easy, and Ezra resented her for never making it so.

He wove his way through the catering stations backstage, knowing she was right behind him but keeping her distance so they could reemerge at the party and not cause a scene. Well, Frankie may have wanted a scene, but he had enough on his plate and firmly did not.

“Ezra?” He heard a different voice from a few feet away.

He turned, and there was Joni, the barista from the coffee shop this morning, in a white shirt and black pants and her hair pulled into a proper low bun, hoisting a tray of what appeared to be mini quiches.