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  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

“Well, I am not the expert!” She flopped her hands to her sides.

“Look, I . . . I never took the bar exam. My mom got sick again that summer, so I went home. And then I missed the test, and they obviously couldn’t hire me—”

“But the Ezra I knew was obsessed with being a lawyer!”

“The Ezra you knew isn’t me anymore,” he said, leveling her with a look. And the sharpness in his voice indicated that was true: the Ezra she knew was compliant, avoidant, nonconfrontational. “Anyway, I probably could have retaken it but . . . I realized I didn’t want to. Weren’t you the one who always told me to think bigger, to take control of my own destiny?” He shrugged. “So I did.”

Frankie was gobsmacked, flabbergasted. Fifty percent of Ezra’s whole deal was that he always knew which direction he was pointed toward. He was unflappable against her chaos. He was the anchor to her sails.

“So what do you do? I mean, I assume you’re gainfully employed?”

“I work in tech.”

“Tech?” Frankie said, like she’d never heard of such a thing.

“A start-up.”

“A start-up?!” Frankie flailed her hand, the diamond ring stuck below her knuckle. She’d heard of start-ups, obviously. But they were for risk-seeking, fast-action types. Not Ezra, who had always been linear, always conservative, and she didn’t think he had it in him, if she were being honest. Frankie sighed. She wanted to ignore these revelations, because if she got into the meat of them, she’d be forced to consider that she had underestimated him, that who he was at twenty-two and who he was at thirty-two were different entities. And then everything from last night would get much more complicated.

“I built something—” He paused and dipped his head, as if he were embarrassed. “Well, I built an online platform for . . . card games.”

“Card games? Like . . . Uno?” Frankie remembered now that they had sometimes played strip Uno late at night when neither one of them wanted to study but each of them was too wired to sleep.

“No, like poker.” He stuttered. “Not like poker. Poker. I built a gaming model, and I sold it to Yahoo.”

“Wow. That’s actually . . . amazing,” Frankie said, surprising herself that she meant it. “You always were the smartest guy in the room.”

“It’s complicated.”

“What’s complicated about being paid for something you’re good at?”

Ezra sighed. “Mimi . . . Mimi isn’t a fan of gambling.”

“Mimi isn’t a fan of . . . Why would you even begin a sentence like that, like she’s your mom?” Frankie realized how terrible that sounded as soon as it was out of her mouth. Blood rushed to her cheeks and then to her head wound. She flattened her palm on the top of her head to try to slow the throbbing.

“You don’t even know her,” Ezra said tensely. “You don’t know the first thing about her.”