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  1. Also by Allison Winn Scotch
  2. Contents
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. SIXTEEN HOURS LATER
  5. ONE
  6. Frankie
  7. TWO
  8. Ezra
  9. THREE
  10. Frankie
  11. FOUR
  12. Ezra
  13. FIVE
  14. Frankie
  15. SIX
  16. Ezra
  17. SEVEN
  18. Frankie
  19. EIGHT
  20. Ezra
  21. NINE
  22. Frankie
  23. TEN
  24. Ezra
  25. ELEVEN
  26. Frankie
  27. TWELVE
  28. Ezra
  29. THIRTEEN
  30. Frankie
  31. FOURTEEN
  32. Ezra
  33. FIFTEEN
  34. Frankie
  35. SIXTEEN
  36. Ezra
  37. SEVENTEEN
  38. Frankie
  39. EIGHTEEN
  40. Ezra
  41. NINETEEN
  42. Frankie
  43. TWENTY
  44. Ezra
  45. TWENTY-ONE
  46. Frankie
  47. TWENTY-TWO
  48. Ezra
  49. TWENTY-THREE
  50. Frankie
  51. TWENTY-FOUR
  52. Ezra
  53. TWENTY-FIVE
  54. Frankie
  55. TWENTY-SIX
  56. Ezra
  57. TWENTY-SEVEN
  58. Frankie
  59. TWENTY-EIGHT
  60. Ezra
  61. TWENTY-NINE
  62. Frankie
  63. THIRTY
  64. Ezra
  65. THIRTY-ONE
  66. Frankie
  67. THIRTY-TWO
  68. Ezra
  69. THIRTY-THREE
  70. Frankie
  71. THIRTY-FOUR
  72. Ezra
  73. THIRTY-FIVE
  74. Frankie
  75. THIRTY-SIX
  76. Ezra
  77. THIRTY-SEVEN
  78. Frankie
  79. THIRTY-EIGHT
  80. Ezra
  81. THIRTY-NINE
  82. Frankie
  83. FORTY
  84. Ezra
  85. FORTY-ONE
  86. Frankie
  87. FORTY-TWO
  88. Ezra
  89. FORTY-THREE
  90. Frankie
  91. FORTY-FOUR
  92. Ezra
  93. FORTY-FIVE
  94. Frankie
  95. EPILOGUE
  96. Ezra
  97. Acknowledgments
  98. The Rewind
  99. Allison Winn Scotch
  100. Questions for Discussion
  101. What’s next on your reading list?

But April and Connor’s invitation had reminded him of those bonds he’d forged at college, of how they’d both shown up for his mother’s funeral, even though he hadn’t asked. Of course, Frankie hadn’t shown. They hadn’t spoken in years. He wouldn’t have expected her to.

“Come on, Meems, you’ll love them,” he had said that night over Chinese food. “April and Connor, and Gregory, oh my God, you’d love him, and . . . just . . . we were all inseparable.”

“I met Gregory,” Mimi said without looking up. “In the Hamptons.”

Ezra had forgotten—two summers ago, when they were newly together, when Gregory was back from Portland for the week and joined them.

“Right, and he’s great, right? But I want you to meet the rest of them.”

Mimi had raised an eyebrow and her chopsticks hovered in the air and she said: “Is this because of her?”

“Her?” Ezra honest to God didn’t even know who she meant at first.

“Her,” Mimi said, and then Ezra understood. Her. He and Mimi had never had to have the talk about exclusivity or if they were going to be serious. Ezra always wanted things to be serious, with any new girlfriend. And besides, they’d both ticked those same boxes: monogamy and fidelity were of utmost importance. When they started dating, he was already apartment hunting—he’d gotten too old for roommates, and he made enough money to splurge on a prewar rental with decent plumbing and a doorman—so she started apartment hunting with him. She moved in with him after he signed the lease, and honestly, Ezra was happy. They were a perfect match of two people who both wanted the exact same amount of loyalty (all of it), who both required the exact same amount of honesty (also all of it). It had been this way since the start, and with expectations so clear, it had always been easy, exactly what Ezra thought a relationship should be. They’d talked about their exes in passing—the sort of conversations you had, and then set aside, when you were both so relieved to finally find the right fit—and just like everything else in their relationship, they landed on the same page: that those relationships were so far in the rearview mirror they couldn’t be seen, that those were shadows who felt like distant memories. Ezra was surprised that Mimi was even mentioning Frankie. He certainly never did.

That night, he put down his own set of chopsticks and cracked open a fortune cookie that fortuitously read: You have a great adventure in your future! And he held it up for Mimi to read, and she laughed and pushed her copper hair behind her ears and said: “You planned that, didn’t you?” And he grinned in reply, and said, “Please come? I really want you there. And it has nothing to do with her.” And she acquiesced and then she promised she would call to find a flight from Kansas City to Boston or Hartford, Connecticut. They never discussed her after that, and when he thought about this later, he was never quite sure if this was a blessing or a warning. Maybe both.